I'm taking the SAT tomorrow but I have a dilemma.
I didn't get to prepare for this SAT (I went to SAT class, but thats about it.) and its also my FIRST time Im taking the SATs.
Not only am I freaking out at the idea that Im taking the SATs tomorrow,
Recently there have been events that occured to give me a LOT of stress. One of those events occured today, I got caught cutting class for the first time and was sent to the dean T_T and then I saw the teacher whose class I cut and haven't been to his class for two weeks (one week sick, the other week avoiding his math test) and I had to explain to him that Ive been having a super hard time in math and I was crying as soon as I got out of his classroom.
Not to mention my grandmother is terribly sick so my parents keep telling me that she's going to pass away soon ..
And theres a looot more.
the horriblest part is that when I was walking in the hallway this random teacher dude was walking by me and he was like "are you ok?" and it got me even sadder from my initial state of "depression."
I think Im not going to be able to perform my best on this exam, and colleges look at all your test scores - I don't want them to see a crappy score. But I know I will take it again.. and definately improve. My dad is telling me to just take it so I can see a real score to see where I am at. But he doesn't really understand the stress Ive been going through lately.
What do you guys think.




















