[.:Lushes:.]

hmm...thinking of hurtful memories. Having doubts. Deciding what steps to take next. Oh gee, The constant wait for answers. I hate being an adult....

[leen16]

i know that something is going on... he has been acting strange for the last few weeks... had crush on me and broke my heart for another girl...

now, he seems to like me once more... he's single again and and because of that... he tends to like me?!

no way... i will not tolerate this... because of him, i cried days... it really bothers me when he was staring at me when we were in the same place..

i can't imagine what he will do to me once he found another girl who is better than me... like a spare tyre, i guess?

i really wish that he could feel what i felt and i would stop the tiny droplets of tears to fall...

[Iadorechoco]

i ignore what my bestfriend said before, that i'm gonna so useless having a friendship with a guy that have a very baaaaadddd habit. i still continue it, and he's nice to me.
but now, he's found her new GF, and he forget me..
and I just realize that he just call me when he got a problem,
and when he's happy, he totally forget me!!
I HATEE YOUUUUU !!!

[witchery]

Omg...I don't know why
I just felt a sudden surge of jealousy looking at it
Why the hell?
Maybe it's the way her arm's around him...they look so incredibly happy and sweet together.
Maybe it's coz of the songs I'm listening to now.
Maybe it's just coz I'm in a sentimental mood tonight.
john tesh this.
I shouldn't even be caring about it anymore.
But I obviously am right now.
Why??
It makes me feel so miserable and lonely.

[yamaki_LOVE]

:'(

Its been 3 days and 2 nights I have cried for him.
I thought he didn't want to talk to me on june 2nd.
So I told him ' babe...I feel like you don't wanna talk to me..so I'm gonna go to sleep '
Then to know that 3 days later he passed away and left me all alone heartbroken.
I texted him on june 3rd ' hi...' but no response and then june 4th came it was the last day for him.
June 5th I received a letter from his mom and him and a white teddy bear with roses. To know those were the last things I would received from him, crushed me.
He told his mom to deliver them to me before he went in for his second surgery. He passed away because he lost so much blood and his appendix got really infected.
So why god?! Why him!?
We have never seen eachother or hear eachothers voice.
People told me he's not real. Its a prank. You don't know him. You've never heard his voice or seen him.
But to me he's real! He's not playing with my heart. Why would he do that? If he truely is pranking me or isn't real?! Then why would he tell his family about me and his friends. He even gave his friends my number to tell me. And mention me on his myspace.
I love him deeply. He brought passion into my life. And I'm passionate about him. He made me love again. He was my sunshine. My prince charming. Just my everything.
I've never cried for anyone this much or at least I think I don't. Without him texting me for 5 days hurted me because I wake up to his text messages and sleep to his text messages.
I miss him so much that it hurts.!

[hseliz]

mom and my big brother fought. and i accidentally told my mom the wrong thing. which makes my mom to scold my big brother more. im so sorry.. i hate it when this happens. and i should've kept my mouth shut.

[PiffleSprite]

he isnt as affectionate as he used to be

[darkangel1992]

he's so cute but why does he have to be such a jerk grrrrrrrrrrrr

[jonnypark]

seeing a friend's father die earlier than expected

[ktachi]

even after all this time, it still hurts. even though i never loved him, it still hurts. whyyyyyy??

[SassyGirl23_35]

Im now all alone...

[ss5o1em]

- parents continued with their absolutely childish fight
which caused my dad to take things out on me and indirectly tell me to break up with my bf T.T

[witchery]

I can't stand this.
The "wonderful" people I had always appreciated turned out to be manipulative, conniving, and uncaring. Once again, the "happiness" turned out to be fake and just a product of my wishful, naive thinking.

[geenarh]

i put all my trust in him,
he told me he really cared,
then he avoided me,
flirted with every other girl,
now he's going out with some other girl,
and i can't stand it anymore.
considering it was in the last two weeks .. moving on must be really easy for him.

[R.a.I.n]

i miss him so much.. its been about 1/2 year..

[Alicesan]

he's leaving me in a year b/c his parents want to emigrate somewhere hundreds of miles away.
our future together seems crushed and destroyed.
its like a deadline until our relationship ends.
after that idk what i'm going to do with my life, it just seems empty without him...

[NikiChow2]

I have a crush on this guy.
But he has a girlfriend already and I don't know if She is pretty or not. He is going to move in a month.
Argh....!! I don't have a Chance!!

T______________________T

[Fockerpeace]

Best to rely on oneself. That is the reality. Its ok ot daydream once a while, but don't mix it with reality. But most importantly is not to let yourself be down from things like that. And don't lock yourself up over insignificant things, its gets annoying and gets old and its people repelling. Know what I mean? Not trying to be mean, but you would live happier that way.

[MickyoochunJudy]

i feel so bad because of i introduce my crush to my friend. she was my best friends. and soon they got together and they are planning to hide it but she still told me. i bet she is trying to make me jealous and i did really get jealous. he talk more to her now and she talk more to him. i am all alone. both of them are my close friends but now they are gone. and i cried last night because of him yelling at for her. i was so down.....

[koreangurl2626]

*sniffle* i saw my crush today hanging out with a bunch of girls...he was really flirtatious and it made me SICK!
but he DID wave to me! *mood instantly lifts* but then he kept flirting...