[lozerbutt]

well i was really depressed yesterday because i really lyked this guy....at first it was a small crush but by thee end of the year it got bigger DX
well yesterday was the last day of school and everyone said he was gunna ask me out...but he didnt.....so now i feel really stupid cause everyone was just telling me i had a chance with him just so i felt better.....but it doesnt really help that it was a big crush....i felt lyk crying everytime someone asked me why i was soo depressed and i told them..eventually i got over him...so im ok now....but im going to hang out at the mall today and he's gunna be there....so hopefully i dont fall for him again today to just have another scard heart T^T

[mrsjaejoong]

he's been making me go on a roller coaster for months now
and i've liked him on and off for 6 years now, most of the times, its on
the last few months, i've been there for him 24/7 at 3 in the morning a lot of the times listening to him
talking about how he misses his ex girlfriend, not acknowledging how much i like him
using up all my energy on being as sweet to him as i possibly can ever be
doing whatever i can for him to put a smile to his face
defending him whenever someone said anything about him
telling him to live out his dreams (his dreams are sometimes really far fetched), when everyone else tells him to stop being ridiculous
then suddenly, after months of calling eachother every night
he just stopped out of nowhere for a whole week
i tried calling him a few times
no answer
so i wrote "ok, ur not picking up so msn it is'
and i asked him where exactly we stand because i felt like there was a connection
and i really like him
so if he likes me, just ask me and stop trying to go after the game and just finish it off
but if he doesn't feel anything, don't try to avoid me.. just tell me so i won't be going around turning down every guy that asks me out
(since i've liked him again in the last 3 months, 8 different guys liked me... and i turned them all down just because i thought i had a chance with him)
he finally writes back saying 'oh, sorry. i wasn't able to pick up because of my work and this and this and this'
he completely avoided what i wrote
he acted so dumb, as if i never wrote anything else other than "hey, where are you?"
and i was so upset with him that i just logged off without saying bye like i normally would
i never wanted to see him again, but i had his jacket. and i never believed in going through 3rd party *asking someone to give this back to him and stuff*
so i just called him and told him that i want him to have his jacket back
and he's making up excuses not to see me buy saying 'oh, i can't tomorrow b/c im meeting _____'
i got annoyed and just said 'don't flatter yourself, ok? we both know that i like you, but it's not because i want to see you. its actually because i just want you to have it back because its in my house doing nothing but just using up a coat hanger that i probably want to put a dress on. and if anything, i want it out of my house because its just reminding me of you, and i don't EVER want to see you again after this. And i was NEVER going to use this as an excuse to talk to you either, if anything, i just wanted to say 'hi, heres your jacket, bye' and just leave"

he's being such a jerk
he actually lead me on... all the stuff he did

[01nc7]

not being able to see him anymore probably...not having it turn out the way i thought it would

it hurts a lot. i really miss him

[xBABy]

Not taking the chance when i had it.

[hiswendy]

It's a Friday night, the last day of school before exams.
I was all ready to go hang out. Then I bumped into him.
No hi, no hello. But somehow he expected me to greet him.
I'm tired & I feel pathetic being the one who chases after him.
But he doesn't give a damn so he doesn't even say goodbye.

Totally ruined my day. And to think this is the LAST DAY
of my HIGHSCHOOL DAYS. Fcuk.

[coolcoke.]

Since it's mid June, it reminds me of my Middle School graduation last year. Ugh, it was depressing x_x

[sk1o14]

My ex-family driver who was very close with us died yesterday. He was only 33.... RIP

[BakaPrincess]

He's disappointed me again and again.
Lately, I've been doing too much "I understand" and "It's okay."
TOO MUCH!
And it's hurting me...

[miyavidoll]

The fact that he doesn't like me that way.

[romanceandrain]

Seeing him hook up with this girl...making me lose all respect for him. Making me not even want to talk to him anymore.
It's the girl whom his best friend hates.
The girl who he himself claimed to dislike a lot.
I don't understand it.

But it's over.

[bbyBoss]

Everything, it's so painful. Every little thing catches me off guard.
I'm hurt..i'm torn...in three ways.
E.L, J.N, W.T...
Three wonderful guys, three complicated stories. Three people I really love.
What do I do...where is my guardian angel, D.C.you said you'd be my guardian angel.
You lied. You ran away.
You hurt me.

[flyxme.]

my own question hurt me a lot
especially when i kind of knew it
was coming, but i still hoped....
it makes me want to cry
because he tells me to be
careful about it, yet he wasnt or was he?
deep inside, i really hope that he regrets its..

[bobo33]

I've lost contact with him for now... we'll be meeting again in college though, i think it'll be awkward.

I was going to confess that I liked him but at that moment he asked me, "Do you want to know who my crush is?"
I was kinda scared but I just said "up to you" then he started playing this hangman game thing..
And turns out that he had a crush on (and had already confessed) to my other friend.
I was heartbroken </3 And I never told him that I liked him.. because I knew he really liked that girl, for like 4 years which is much longer than how long I liked him.



I hope we'll still be friends though and that I'll meet someone better.

[rainie_chu]

I feel so trapped. I'm miles away from people who understand me the most. I don't belong here.

[Antz]

saying goodbye to him.

[QUEEENx3]

>_<
good bye` besties.
time for high school.
=_=

[Rtistique]

You are so hard to understand. You're so confusing. I can cry right now so bad... I feel scared. I'm scared that I got myself into this situation because I liked you so much. But now I don't know anymore.

I don't even know your feelings. Are you playing me? I remember what you told me about your exes... don't tell me you're just treating me the same as you did to them. Why do you say all these nice things, but then you ask me if I thought it was real? Are you always just kidding? You're playing me aren't you. Why can't you just break my heart then? Why are you torturing me like this? I'm becoming an emotional wreck for you. I got in trouble with my sister and brother for you.

if you don't like me, then just tell me. why are you being so hard? i can't stop thinking back to the time when you held my hand. that time YOU took the initiative. you were holding my hand and playing with it. i can't stop thinking about your touch..

He's disappointed me again and again.
Lately, I've been doing too much "I understand" and "It's okay."
TOO MUCH!
And it's hurting me...

wow me too.

[shakki]

all the cute guys are leaving for high school

this guy told me i should lose some weight and im not even fat or overweight

my crush told my best friend she was th hottest girl in our grade (BUT! he told me i was cute and funny and that he'll miss me when he leaves)

life sux

[b3li3v3n]

I don't know what exactly.. I just feel butterflies in my stomach..

[xPnPx]

Saying bye.

Being held by him and knowing that it would be both the first and the last time.

Knowing that because of me, he cried.