[BlissfulSimplicity]

I think I'm slowly falling for him...
This stranger that he is...
It's just not normal.... I can't get over that it's not quite normal...

[lalaleidy]

just when I'm starting to like you, you turned around and found someone new. Please, don't ask me to stay. You know things will never be the way it used to be.

[ミ★♫윤아♫☆ミ]

July 25, 2008.

Another painful day.

[myxo]

My heart can't cry, and even if it could, it wouldn't cry for someone like him.
I want to rip his heart out and see whether he's actually cold-blooded or not.

[hugtheangel]

Guy likes me.
I like guy.
Best friend likes guy...

[aymei]

found out he liked someone else.
ouch.
cried for a night time.
but....hopefully... I can learn to let go

[.:precious:.]

hes gone all summer, not sure if it will be the same when he gets back...I dont know if I want it to be the same...Confused...

[mai_anne]

he likes my friend. and they slept next to each other last night at my friends sleep over.

[mUsiCisMYlifEy]

Realizing that the guy I won't be able to see the guy I like
at school anymore...it'll be so empty without him...I know
I'll walk into class and look for him...

[IvyP]

I found my dream guy; he became my life, and then I found out he was not mine, and I had to let him go. Now I'm mentally dead.

[Strawberii]

The day that i look forward to every week went down the drain...
I realizied how alone and phatetic i truly am today. Like my friend said God closed the door for her with the one she likes, but it was me who closed the door in front of every guy i liked.

Perhaps one day, i'll find that guy who will stop the door from closing when i attempt to close the door.

[angelZ]

i found out he has another girl on the side...

[sunnydays.]

I miss my family. ):

[.luckii.]

even though almost everyone here is talking about there dream guys crying over them and such..
i just wanted to share this..

i never cry..
not in front of people at least..
the only people that has ever seen me cry were my best friends, since birth
the girl, regina hayes (shes half japanese, half irish)
was the most beautiful and breathtaking person, EVER

she was modest, honest, smart
she was the girl that all the guys liked

but she isnt with is now..because of her leukemia..
shes in heaven, sitting next to God, watching over us

but she told me she liked it better that way..no, she told me she wanted it that way..
so she doesnt have to hide in her closet every night..
waiting for her parents to stop fighting..



before she passed away..
i bought her the book peter pan..
and the last time i saw her..
she wrote me a letter, gave me a jar filled with 2001438 stars and gave me the book back.

in the letter she told me
that i shouldnt cry alone, and that i shouldnt ever be scared to show my emotions anymore
she was sorry that she couldnt make it through with me..
leaving my in this seemingly beautiful place..
she was sorry that she wouldnt be there to tell me about how she had her heart broken
or how she was finally getting married

she wrote that i should forgive her for not being there
when i wouldnt be able to tell her that my other best friend had finally confessed to me..
she said that she was sorry that we couldnt go to prom or grad together..
not being able to choose our dresses together..

while making the stars she told me if she concentrated hard enough
she would forget about everything
and that in each of the stars was something that she wished for..
but i was always to scared to open them..

i dont want to open them..

and in the book she gave back..
she wrote all sorts of little notes on the sides
"aww, how come wendy gets to find true love AND fly? i dont even get to do the first!"
"i want a thimble!"

but what really saddened me the most was when i saw the words that she had underlined
"So come with me, where dreams are born, and time is never planned. Just think of happy things,and your heart will fly on wings, forever, in Neverland!"
and
"To die would be an awfully big adventure"

when she was dying, i was the only person not able to make it in time to say good bye..
me...her best friend..

if i can still call myself that.

I dont understand why God had to give her such a hard time while she was living..


Regina, its me..your little piggy, yah?
i just want you to know that I love you
you were and still are the greatest friend anyone could ever have..
I love you.

R.I.P Hun, We all love you
Sleeping Beauty - November 22, 1991 -to- April 23, 2007

[Usuratonkachi]

I let him down --when he believed in me.

[Antz]

being betrayed over & over again.

[issamai]

It's down to 1 week.
Then, good bye.

[Lyline]

i thought i was over him...but the memories came back and haunted me again today.

[s�duisant]

I only wanted to make him happy, only to make him cry.
I can't imagine a parent being so selfish as to ruin their child's life.
You horrid woman, I wish you would just leave everyone and let them be happy.

Every time I think about you, I can't help but cry.
RIP my brother Tony.

[taiwanpride]

Maybe no one in this world TRULY cares about me at all.