Anything that makes you wanna CRY in your HEART today? Please come in & share...
#2701
Posted 16 September 2008 - 12:02 AM
you make me sick."
what made me cry in my heart was the thought of actually SAYING this to the person. hmph.
i really want to.
but i can't >;[
#2703
Posted 16 September 2008 - 11:55 AM
#2704
Posted 16 September 2008 - 12:35 PM
Four years. I worked four years for it.
I failed anyway.
You knew it was my last chance.
Yet, you had to tear me down.
#2706
Posted 17 September 2008 - 12:52 PM
I dated this korean boy about three years ago. It didn't last long because of the differences and we always clash every chance we get.
I've liked him for a year before we started going out. We didn't last long, but after I walked away from him.
I realized that I love him. I walked away, and yet I'm the one crying...
For three years we've been on and off.
He proposed to me two years ago, but I'm too young for marriage so I rejected.
I can't hide the fact that I still love him, that I miss him a lot. I've tried moving on, been to three relationships for the past three years. All didn't last.
Three years, I've hid him in my heart. How much longer do I have to bear this...?
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#2707
Posted 17 September 2008 - 01:32 PM
i just want to talk to him properly for once..
but everytime i try, something just goes wrong..
aaaaaand.. i don't know how much longer i can put up with this ><
i wish i could just be.. more upfront? but, it's so hard....
especially when i don't even get the chance.

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#2708
Posted 17 September 2008 - 01:42 PM
to buy things they don't want, to impress people they don't like."
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#2709
Posted 18 September 2008 - 10:05 PM
#2711
Posted 19 September 2008 - 12:07 AM
i miss talking to you late at night.
i miss you hugging me from behind in surprise
i miss your cute smile..
i miss you. : (
#2712
Posted 19 September 2008 - 05:58 AM
#2713
Posted 19 September 2008 - 12:19 PM
i thought we are in perfect terms however
after the first get back; i was just average
and let the faith decide...
#2714
Posted 19 September 2008 - 12:48 PM
i lost you.
i respected you so much, looked up to you.
but you chose to end it this way.
#2716
Posted 22 September 2008 - 06:25 PM
i miss the sleeping look on your face when i wake up earlier than you
i miss gving hugs to you
more likely im missing you right now and you probably wont know ._. cause i wont tell you..
it sucks even more that i dont live nearer so i can walk to your place....or go to the same school....it SUCKS...
#2717
Posted 22 September 2008 - 08:23 PM
i could have just let you find out by going to school next year, and not seeing me there.
and so i said
"hey.... hey! guess what?"
"GO AWAY."
"well then. never mind."
friend - "SHE'S SWITCHING SCHOOLS YOU IDIOT."
"oh..."
then suddenly paying more attention to me that day than you ever had before....
then just saying you only stayed by my side that whole day because you were 'curious'
then walking away when i went to say my final goodbye to you...
people, friends, said that you were a jerk. you weren't worth it. i told them 'no, i know he's a good person deep down inside. i know that he cares deep down inside."
guess i was wrong hey?
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#2718
Posted 22 September 2008 - 11:27 PM
You were my friend... or at least I thought you were...
you said that... and tore my heart apart, although you never knew it
and even though it's been over half a year, i can't get past that...
Every time you try to talk to me I just can't stand to face you... not like this.
Why can't you try to understand this and what you did to me.
I know I am partly to blame for this... should have told you...
and now we are both to scared to talk about it and all that's left is awkward silences.
#2719
Posted 22 September 2008 - 11:35 PM
i didn't go to sleep yet..and its like almost 3 already.
i was thinking about what my bf said the whole night and idk what to do
....i don't know if he do love me or not..cause he flirt so much with others girls
but he said he just play around and that he love me a lot....having a bf is so hard.
rawr.
#2720
Posted 23 September 2008 - 11:10 AM
Because now I can't let it go nor can I help feeling really bad about it,
because I refuse to be just like all the other girls that's chasing after him.
But still I can't help to really want to see him.



























