[imtoghai]

I hate how I have to keep coming in here. I'm just so confused about my life. I don't know what to do. I never know what to do. I need help. I think I'm depressed, I need help. I need God.

[onewaylove]

what i really want aren't memories, i just want him near.

wanna forget
can't forget

[k25]

Well I'm not sad anymore after reading all these posts. I'm kinda glad knowing I'm not the only sad butt out there.

Why am I sad? I freaking can't get over my dumb ex. My so called friends are being odd. Tuition. Need new car. Need better teeth, Need better hair. I'm sad all around. I want to be high in some sort of mountain and scream away all my sadness.

I don't feel like killing myself, no way. But I do feel like stabbing someone.

[ShadowMax76]

"you do it to yourself, that's what really hurts
you and no one else" -Just by Radiohead.

..why do people think they're alone..
that's what makes me sad_


i used to be a loner, at times i fall back into old habits of course but
it's that mindset , as if we're enjoying it somehow
suffering something..

like dramas that make people wish they had cancer or something.
like..wtf...

[Joanne <3]

"I've known him for over two years but we have been through more than anyone could ever have for that long... but still, time passes and situations change, and people change along with their changing environment... The sweetest of all promises and memories has now become distant images, mere scenes of the past in which I still envisage an invalid future with him.. How his words, his smile, his compliments and naive promises to me used to so often hit the softest spot within my heart; yet now all I am left with is the echoing cruelty with which his words transcend my soul. Never expecting that he would be able to leave one day without thinking of me for a minute or a second, I wait here in emptiness... Everything you would read in a novel or dream of with regards to happiness between two, happened to us... There was never anything so pure as my naive love, unsuspecting and unconditional, all for him. He however, let me down..."

That piece of writing was beautiful. I wish you all the best.

Well I'm not sad anymore after reading all these posts. I'm kinda glad knowing I'm not the only sad butt out there.

Why am I sad? I freaking can't get over my dumb ex.

Don't worry dear, you're not the only one. Being here in this thread makes me feel like I'm not alone, trying to get through the same situation.

[Ness-eh.]

why would you lie to me and keep seeing her every friday anyway?

who's your girlfriend? me or her? :/


whatever..

[idiotsucks]

mmm maybe my case is not as worse any most of the ppl here..
i just feel..
sigh
down.
i duno why too
i feel like im a monster now..
feelingless monster
i am thking alot of things
wasting a lot of time
knowing that I'm not supposed to be doing all these at the time now..
yet, i can't help it
nothing that ppl say actually stay in my brain
help ?
im drowning..
blurhh..
hoping for the impossible
is what ache the most

[gillie]

"maybe we r not meant for each other...u don't really understand me ....give me time to think"


T________T

[meten]

Grades came out today, and I have an average average, and I am so disappointed in myself. I'm seeing my dreams of grad school slowly beginning to fade. I'm not even sure if Grad School is what I really want. I have busted my butt this whole semester, and I am just so tired. I feel I have wasted a few months of life and effort if all that was going to come out was this.

[yamaki_LOVE]

-sighs-

He's not too worried bout girls right now

>.< I guess I dun have the chance!!!

& argg ,maybe I should kept quiet bout me missing him =x

[applemint]

He's gone. I miss him. & He thinks of me as a little sister. T_T askgjdosfngsg

[lovemelody.]

i feel so sad lately :[

[A m a r a n t h]

my orchestra teacher said in front of my ensemble group *which i wasn't there for today*
that the "president of ensemble" (me) was extremely irresponsible because i didn't go
today, but i had no ride and i really didn't wanna walk 20 mins with my violin in the cold
T_T. NOW SHE HATES ME AND IM REALLY STRESSED OUT

[greenana]

I really miss that person and he doesn't know. Feelings like this really suck. I hate that person:(...oh well...life goes on^^..

[LightsPower]

I want a close group of female friends that I can do those chick things with.

I'm not even doing anything wrong, and yet you feel so much hatred towards me out of jealousy. It's as if you assume I'm judging you based on your appearance, goddamnit. I'm not.

I don't know how to get to know this boy. I have no classes with him and I don't even see him during passing.

I miss my ex best friend. I want us to go back...

[BU_RP]

edward cullen is a freakin fictional character:(
that will never never never appear in real life as much as i beg for it.

im so low aha.

[RoseTHaI2336]

it hurts to not be able to talk to him as much anymore...
it hurts to see him with his girlfriend
it hurts to know that ill never be the one for him
it hurts that i was such a shy person, i couldve been more outgoing.
it hurts that we both are so different.
it even hurts to remember some of the memories that sticks with me still even if it wasnt as big, but still meant a lot for me.
it hurts that he doesnt know...
i dont even know why i think abt him. since i moved already and i dont see him anymore..
i will move on i have to...

i just feel lost these days too.... like really lost
but im letting it flow right now.
just let it flow....

[Daix2]

less than two more years. living the JUN10R life now. less than a year. seniors next year. another <year. graduation. and then what? everyone goes their own separate ways. some happen to go with others, but not everyone stays together. i don't want that to come. i love how everyone is just so close right now. i don't want that to change. too bad we can't get what we want all the time. mostly everyone will be nearby. i mean, sure, we'll still all be in the same state. everyone except for him. i don't want to think about it. i don't want to think about having to be separated from him, but he just had to bring it up. i hate thinking about the future. i try my best to just live in the present and to just make the best out of what we have now. i can only hope that things turn out to be just fine.

[DeeIsRadicalYeah]

ughhhhh, he has a girlfriend now.

[angelic_betrayal]

No matter how much I like someone I can't show it and it can't be more than a crush because I can't commit myself and I have crap to worry about like school and college. *sigh* So we'll always be just friends at most and I can't do anything about it.