[idiotsucks]

Ostepop : Don't worry. Go and get another guy. = )

nagellack : You should be glad and not @@ ? Try to give him some respond. = ) Happy for ya that he is willing to do something to make you happy. Haa..

cookielover : Ooopsie.. = / Maybe, 'honey' can mean something else besides darling ? @@

nagellack : Good luck for ya

jew-lee : He's most probabaly a noobie for not realizing how good you are as well. =)) Cheers. You see his name appear on magazines.. Probably cuz his name is common. Haa.. Think it that way. Life will be better. It will add on more smiles on your day. = )

bear474 : Haaa Isee Isee.. You don't sound you're sad? @@

StealthGnome : Track her heart back slowly. Do not push too hard on a girl. It might returns you with some bad effect. = / Girls usually need space, just like guys. Everyone does. Do not try to do anything which is too over which makes her think you're clingy or what.. = / It might causes her to feel irritated or what. Mmm that's what least that I can think of being a girl.

xfeistybabe : It's sad to hear this. Hmmm.. Take it as lesson. Do not let go anything which is meaningful to yourself for a guy. = / It usually ends up with disappointment. Duh. Unless, you're willing to take up the risk. [either you win it or you lose it terribly] Time heals. I hope that you will get well soon.

wooshxD : I hope that you will find your happiness soon. = ) Cheers. Happiness is what you need to look for yourself.

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Everybody : Good luck in whatever problems you're having right now.. I'm not really in a good condition too now.. Haaa.. -fake smiles- People around me may see it very obvious but he will be blinded by my faked smiles = ) If you really like somebody, set them free = )

[daintymilk]

I wish we could meet up again.
I miss the saltiness breeze of the sea where he took me, it was beautiful for a moment.
But now.. I don't know, I feel like sinking and sinking every time something reminds me of him.
I think he's avoiding me.. no, I am too.
I'm sorry. I'm so complicated.

[damplyradiant]

I really don't want to ignore you.
If you're looking for a more accurate sentence, I don't want to ignore all of you.
At least we still talk online, right? Some of us anyway.

I feel like I have her eyes on my back all the time. It worries me.

It hurts me that I'm going to lose what I think are good friends.

[lildinmui]

the stupid weather, so cold&wet&rainy =[ &i miss him so muchhhhhhhhhhh =|

[Hidd3nBeauty]

i'm leaving him to go to japan for
2-4years....
so we won't be able to do all the things we usually could
wen we're together..
it breaks my heart to know how sad he is, knowing i won't be around,
and i breaks my heart, coz he knows how sad i am to be
leaving him...

[Hakiri]

- I don't think I can be the person my parents want me to be.. I'm just not good enough when I tried my best, it still wasn't enough...
- I just don't understand all the stuff I have to study for exams, and everyone else in class does ><;; (i was the only one that couldn't answer the questions on the mock paper )
- I like this guy.. and he doesn't like me back because I'm not really his type siiighhh.. (but he's so perfect TT^TT...)

[teukhaee]

the urge that im gna lose him

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[i13elieve]

my mom. shes soo mean to me
im always not good enough for her.
im gonna move out soon if she dont change.
im gonna go stay with my BF.
i just cant take all this stress in my senior year.

anyone feelin' me?

[youraDouche.]

how come its so hard for me to just "realize" ?
to realize dat hes over me.
to realize i should get over him.
to realize he was playing me.
to realize that in the first place.
to realize i should just forget.
or to realize,
"im just not meant to be in a relationship"

-sigh-
heartbroken once again....

[chinese tears <3]

He told me not to do anything unnecessary, meaning not to like him because he doesn't need it right now. And then I lied and said I didn't like him. And he said he was just keeping me in check and drawing the line, just in case. I think he's right though.

[Kittykitt129]

I can tell everyone, "Yes, I like him."
Everyone but him.
I guess, I feel I shouldn't?
Like I'm not supposed to?
And even his sister knows. He told them about when dad took his picture, so they MUST'VE told him about what I said.
But I rarely see him.
And that girl...she can talk to him, all the time, until three in the morning, and she has a boyfriend, and everytime I walk by she talks about how she talked to him all night last night. And I'm crushed. Why aren't I like that??
Then again, I rarely call my FRIENDS, let alone my crush. I can't even TALK to the people I like, for fear that I might say too much. Or that if I DO get what I want, I won't be adequate. I'm awkward, we all know this. I'm comfortable dressing in loose clothes, and hate myself when I DON'T dress nice but I hate how fat I am in those clothes.
And every day I pass by that car, when I get thrown out of the car, I see it and wish I could just say something and stop my increasing obsession. It's unhealthy. I want, and NEED to stop. But I can't. Damn.

[bubblemilk_tea]

arugh. I'm just so confused about the whole situation.
I want to not care, because I know I can't do anything about it. I'm not sad, just really mad. I hate it when guys flirt with you a lot and have no serious intentions. It's annoying and pisses the hell outta me. So here I am, left alone, foolish and naiive. But so is he. I know this sounds really bad, but I'm kinda happy that she doesn't have him, that she found someone new and left him in the dark, hanging. He doesn't deserve her, and I'm glad shes a billion miles away with her new love. GODDAMN. I can't let this boy ruin my year, because he isn't worth it. I thought he was, but he isn't. It's such a turn-off when a guy can't get over his previous crush- not even an EX! she was just a CRUSH! for godssakes. and then to talk about it, constantly!? it gets a little overboard, and annoying. You cant do anything about it, I can't do anything about it, nobody can do anything about it. So just drop the damn topic. I can understand that you miss her, but your obsession is a bit too much and don't lead me on. kthanks. Don't lead me on when she is still in your mind, not just lingering in your mind, but basically taking over your mind. It's not fair to me, and it's not fair to her. you disgust me and have a nice life. kthanks!

[ponta]

We're drifting farther apart and I'd really prefer that we didn't.
I hate how I can't do anything about it
It's hard enough pretending that I don't see him.

[nagellack]

I'm so confused...
Can't describe this feeling T.T

[ephemeral.]

*sigh
Everyone seems depressed today.
Friends not getting along.
Friend lost her wallet.
He seemed sad/mad at one point.
Feeling confused and down.
Depression overall is contagious.

[♥♥PowerOf9]

Ops wrong thread! Sorry!

[Spiritm]

love is freakin confusing. Just spit out you fool!!!

[Lyline]

today's his birthday. i wanted to call him to wish him a happy birthday but i didn't have the courage to and he probably didn't need that. he's having the time of his life with his new gf now and he doesn't want me anymore. i just don't know what's wrong with me. it's been almost 4 months but i still think about him basically every minute of the day. i know things will never be the same but why am i still holding on?

[xstrawberry_bearx]

One of my closest friend wrote me such a meaningful message.
It makes me cry because she wrote how she felt about me.
Today is the day we became friends over 2 years ago?
And she remembers it. She remembers everything I said to her.

Also today, my friend came by my workplace and drop me off a Tiramisu cake.
They've been doing this ever since Monday bringing me alread: Flowers, Candies, Cake--
Because they want to celebrate a week/everyday before my official birthday.

[manlytoe]

FAILING... FAILURE! i'm depressed today. i wanna cry and scream my heart out.