[la folie]

Thinking too much.. it bothers me too much

[luvjunjin0819]

I know that it's better to be without you, but i can't help but miss you and not be over you.

[aymei]

learning to move on.
letting time heal my heart.

[cinderbl0ck]

learning to move on.
letting time heal my heart.

I feel you my dear. It's some hard stuff. i'm still having trouble letting it. it's been over a year :/

[ephemeral.]

Stress is killing me.
Waking up early in the morning, hearing your parents quarrels.
And cry. It hurts so much.

[joongie;love]

Listening to your parents feud at night.
Then waking up the next morning and seeing pillows and blankets in your study room, realizing your parents didn't sleep together.
It breaks my freaking heart.

[luvinkhero]

i had a dream of my mum
gaah i miss her so much
was thinking about her all day today....
i really miss her, i wish she was still here with me

[Kiribati]

There was a separation today between my heart and my desires. I am no longer looking for love...and it kind of hurt when I realized it. After always striving for some sort of it, I've come up with less than what I expected (and more confusion). It's been nothin but stressin lately, over nothing. "I can still be sweet, I can still be caring, but don't expect me to be there" <-that kind of thing.

Sigh. What a bummer.

[sus]

I know that it's better to be without you, but i can't help but miss you and not be over you.

i can feel ur pain..... my bf broke up with me 4 days ago.. it was pretti serious... he ended it cos we were two different people
and we always fought becasue of our differences... even tho he loves me and i love him.... he ended it.......
we break up quite a lot.. but i knew this time was different.. he was serious....

i felt so hurt n depressed.... it was driving me crazy. and i couldnt let him go...
sooo 2 days ago i went over n pleaded with him....
n he caved in....

i dont know if that was the right thing to do.. cos im not sure what our future would be like..
i dont know if we will keep fighting like the way we did..
but i realli wanted to be with him....

right now im trying realli hard to change myself.. to help our relationship.. n my boy.. he knows hes got the upperhand now...
hes treating me not so nice..... hes very distant n cold atm~~
it gives me doubts whther he wants to be in the relationship, n it hurts me so much...

but at the same time.. i see a glimmer of hope.. cos i see small things he does.. that make me know he still cares
but this constant hot cold thing... is drivin me nuts..
maybe i havent given enough time for him to settle..since we onli got bak togeher yesteryda...
man seems like im writing a lot.... prob just wanted to get that off my chest...

ne who .... i hope for the best .....

[Kiribati]

Thinking too much.. it bothers me too much

That, and putting so much into something that means nothing at all.
It ruins everything in the end, and I hate how I screw it all up by thinking about it too much.
desire (for love, a relationship, whatever) + when there's nothing there to begin with = stalker status
Most definitely not the message I want to send across.

It's happening with this one chick right now, and ...yea.
I thought things were more complicated than they really were.
Guess not. Once again, screwed it all up 'cause I think too much.

Yea.

[nagellack]

everything.
I could cry all day.

[sweetcandies]

im so john teshing depressed.
i miss my dad that no longer lives.
i miss my old life when he was here.
i wish that things could work out betwen my mom and i.
i wish my life werent so sucky.

[greenana]

i really don't know
what the conversation between us
really mean to you.
but as for now, i really do not care
anymore. maybe you're leading me on
perhaps its best if i just forget about wondering
how you are. this sucks. and i don't care
anymore.=).

[Kiribati]

There's 4 hours left 'til my weekend begins

[Ramie.v]

Girl led me on then said "I'm not ready for a relationship, let's stay friends."

The same day I was gonna ask her out.

[ehytee7]

i just don't think they'll understand me.. what i want and what will make me happy..
feel so frustrated to explain to them that i am responsible enough to handle certain things..

[xlyckPNY]

my mom. just thinking about her, seeing old home videos makes me cry my eyes out... she suffered a massive stroke and has been unable to talk/move freely for months now so it feels like she's not even here.

[Kiribati]

Girl led me on then said "I'm not ready for a relationship, let's stay friends."

The same day I was gonna ask her out.

Ohh man. I know that too well!
There's always the next girl on your list

[StealthGnome]

"... let's just be friends."

Dumped?

I hope her the best.

[ejunkebox]

I cant trust my own home and i dun trust anyone
Not that im rape but my own stuff that my bf give me is lost and my sis took it
I know cos she always steal things