[emceej]

me keeping a secret from my parents.
well it's not really a secret. i told them before but they don't want to believe me.
it's been for months since i'm feeling what im feeling. but i don't want to bother them anymore
and become a burden for something that's not their fault. i just don't want to complain anymore.
i pretend to be happy when im not .

[Rekidai]

sometimes i wish you would love me more why are you so far?

[x3purple]

<sub>It's been like 8 months and I can't get over the words someone has said to me. Being the shy person I am, I was and am unable to tell him my true feelings while he poured out his heart to me. I still think about what he's told me and am doubting whether he meant them or not. It's obvious that he's moved on because he has a relationship with another person, but I still think about what could've been if I'd spoken up...

I keep in touch with him, but it's like an emotional roller coaster with ups and downs. Talking to him makes me so dang happy, but the way that I perk up when he's around depresses me at the same time. Also, it feels like he doesn't want to talk to me sometimes and ignores me when I dive into a 'deep' subject that involved my fears, etc. It's all so weird and confusing. Does he want to be friends? Does he not? Am I hoping for too much? Am I way too emotional?

I've tried to stay away from him to stabilize my emotions, but I can never maintain that distance. It's like I'm, we're, playing games with each other. I hope I'm not distorting anything with my emotions.</sub>

[super piggy]

he does.
7hourdrive away.
1hourplane.
why cant you be close.. maybe then, we'll work cus distance kills us.

[be_mellow]

my 2 deceased friends.....I think about them from time to time...

[ja_kk]

I got rejected today after having a big HUGE crush on this guy for 4 months.

He said we'd better be friends.
I cried so madly.
wtf

[jepho*]

it's sad how the people i can count on are the ones who disappoint me.

[Kiklo]

He came back after a while...I thought we would talk and hug.

But i was extremely disappointed. Nothing, he did nothing.
I wanna cry.

[spankthatFANY]

he's so emotionless that sometimes i dont even know if it's love that is blinding me..

[BlissfulSimplicity]

He lives four hours away...
He came to town on Saturday and didn't say a word...
Gosh... Can't he just like me a little bit?

[stjapo46]

3 of my cousins hate me, wth is that? T-T
Can't you just give me another chance? I feel really bad, what's next then?
What a nice Christmas gift there life

[ParappaRappa]

life has given me the worst christmas gift i've ever gotten.

found out that my close friend (i thought) became friends with me and took as much advantage of me as she possibly could because i was friends with a guy she liked. whom i also liked.

[mikihiko]

it's sad how the people i can count on are the ones who disappoint me.

It shouldn't have to be like this but,
I agree.

[MagickSoap]

That I'm still trying, still trying to win his heart. Even after many failed attempts to get close to him again.. After the many times he made me cry and didn't do anything about it. I'm still trying. Even though he's busy all the time, Even though he could care less about me.

The way I miss him so much I start crying thinking back to the moments we had together. Even though there's a pain in my heart, after the many bruises, It just won't let go of him. The way I still have this little hope.. It kills me.

Also how I tried to give up, Even after not talking to him for days.. weeks. My feelings for him are still strong, And the pain in my heart only grows worse each day..

I finally admitted defeat, but my pained heart still won't let go of him.. :/

[Maedy]

I dont feel like crying anymore. But whenever I think of it, I dont what the right thing to do in love.
Our relationship was close friend, close friend' bf and close friend's gf at first. But things just went wrong and we loved each other. We had to overcame so many things to be together... location... our friendship... our ex-love... But we still cant stay as a happy couple. We were so far away, and at that time I was gonna study abroad when he has already studied in another country. I love him so much but because of that, I never feel stable in my heart... We broke up... The day I went abroad, I called him and said goodbye... I cried cause at that moment, we couldnt even meet... I kept crying every nights in 3 months later... Now everything has become the past... But before I always thought, the most important thing in the relationship was love. However, I was wrong. There were much much more things to keep it up... And it seems not easy...

Now I like another boy in my school... Our relationship is weird... I know many things about him cause my roommate is his best friend... I know what he thinks, who he likes... But... I just cant make any special relationship with him... With him Im always just a normal girl with boyish look. I even call him hyung instead of oppa... I know I dont look right for him... He needs a girly-looked gf... And I know even we are sthing, we cant stay long cause hes senior and next year I will change to another state... Its just hopeless...

Life is full of things that I cant control ....

[Jay z]

She's driving 8 hours back to Mississippi and staying with her abusive husband,
and she isn't getting a divorce like she said she would.
She's been almost killed by this guy multiple times,
and he's even abused her when she was pregnant.
If that's what love is, I don't want any part of it.

Worst of all, she said she hated me after the fight we had last week.

[sujulove]

i go to sleep thinking about him.
i dream thinking about him.
i wake up thinking about him.
but i know,
he's not thinking about me T^T

[shin hye]

when someone flirts w/ my crush...and takes advantage of him........it really hurts.......i wanna die

[lntervention]

It's the summer holidays, and I'm scared.
Scared that when we come back you won't look at me anymore.
I want so badly to be a friend to you.
Why can't I do even that?

~

My violin playing is suffering right now.
It makes me want to give up.

x.

[koreanshygirl]

One Sided Loves make me wanna cry my whole heart out