[ketchup?]

It doesn't make me feel like crying, but I'm bummed. Really bummed.

The worst part about it is, he doesn't even notice my existence nor does he even talk to me. And here I am catching a glimpse of him whenever I can and getting all flustered when he looks at me. I don't even see the point. I don't even know why I find him so interesting when I haven't talked to him in three months. I am a gutless fool. The worse part is.. I think he's starting to really like someone else.

I feel like a pile of crap.

[Pandarah]

Whenever I think about my parents' divorce
Even though I still see my dad like very week ,
when I think about the little things he would do for me .
Even things like remembering him picking me up from school and
packing my lunch makes me start tearing up ...

[Apple.Mint]

everything.
i'm not sure.
i just feel so down. and tired...and out of it right now.
i wanna cry in my heart =] not in real life hahah
parents being ugh..i'm going to be 18 in two months
and it's just ridiculous at how they're acting right nwo
i'm not saying just cuz i'm 18 that means i'm an adult
but at least..see me as being an adult
have i ever done anything so bad? no..it's not like i sneak out
or come home in the wee hours
it's not like i dont try in school
it's not like i dont do my chores, i dont work
wth do you want..
and guys. LOL well guy is more correct
whatever.
and friends.
i feel so bad because i can't do anything for them
they're sick and tired and etc
i wish ican be do something to alleviate that hahaha only thing i can do is pray for them during church <3

[azn3dvietboy]

y don't u tell me wahts on ur mind!!!! god
it's like i'm always playing this guessing game with u.!!
and u didn't come online today like u said u would!!
U LIER!!!

[sushi_azn]

I MISS MY BESTFRIEND, MY BOYFRIEND AND HER BOYFRIEND. we used to be such good friends. but life...made us all apart. now... all 4 of us live in different parts of the world. and we all dont talk to each other. we've done soooooooooooo much together and most of those were the things that i did for the first time in my life. after we went different ways.....i was so sad , i tried to talk to everyone,,,,but no one understood us and no one wanted to understand us, because they were all against it.

[chibichi07]

There are a lot of things that make me want to cry in my heart, it would take forever to type it all out hehehe ^^ But just to name a few...

-when I see people or animals or what not being mistreated...it's horrible T_T
-missing old friends
-losing someone you love
-listening to really sad songs

[enkhune]

i cry when i feel lonely...

[atog]

i cry when i feel lonely...

when she left me

[ching22194]

everytime a see an old lady makes my eyes moist......

im a tearjerk so i tend to watch dramas by myself coz i cry easily..
so embarassing........

[Aice 29]

-not being taken seriously by my parents
My mom thinks I'm just being silly when it comes to a certain personal issue I'm currently having, and she isn't trying enough to get the help I really need. She just says I need " positive thinking"... john teshkin bullshhit. How the fucck am I suppose to go to her with my problems when she always disregards my thoughts as just paranoia or me being lazy or me being stupid..etc.. She always tell me that she knows I'm a smart girl but she doesn't act like she thinks that. The way she condescends my ideas just makes me feel so small and sad.

- going back to school in a couple of weeks
I don't mind going back to see my friends and I do need to go back to work cuz I need money. I just don't miss certain girls being catty to me. I don't know if it's because the guys they like or their bfs become attracted to me. Whatever, that's not my fault and they should take the issue up with them. Instead, they choose to stare me down and whisper things about me to their friends. Fuuck you, you petty biitches. ( pardon my language btw) I try so hard to show that I'm a really nice,sweet person but I guess some people will always have their judgments about me and choose to talk about me instead of talking to me.

[kRaZiExLaDiE]

i can`t believe i`m still not over you yet.
it hurts me every single day when i see you, but i can`t talk to you
you live w/ me, yet i feel like you`re so far away from me
i hate remembering all those sweet memories
till this day.. i still cry b/c of you

[xfeistybabe]

He's going to Cali on the 28th, he wouldn't even make it to my birthday...
I MISS YOU SO MUCH ENOCH WU... Why are you so blind?

I was all you needed.

[Apple.Mint]

i'm back O.O [so fast lol]
used, abused, lied to
LOL
isnt that just great?
lied to by a guy i'm starting to fall for..
great.
he has another girl lol and he's always looking for more.
i'm so EFFINg dumb =]
whoot@!

[Gumball]

Seeing her cry it made me want to but thankfully she cheered up yay <3.

[nanjiyoun]

I feel like crying inside whenever my friends talk about their boyfriends.
I mean like, I'm happy for them, and they're my best friends.
But seriously, do they HAVE to talk about how wonderful their bfs are in front of ME?
A person who's been single for 3 years? Who had a 'relationship' that was a COMPLETE JOKE?
I'm always surrounded by them at the lunch table.
This is more than a rant than a 'cry in my heart'.
But it hurts. The cold reality hurts.
I'm so lonely.

[nanjiyoun]

Great, a double post.
@__________@
shoot me!

[Raiin Jung]

I wish I knew what was wrong with me.

I'm constantly not thinking about things.
I ignore people.
I feel empty.

I think i'm finally having a break down.

and there is nothing I can do to prevent it.

[yongwonhi]

i'm just in one of those moods.
i feel down.

[lavitadolce]

boys are such headaches and heartaches

[ehytee7]

thinking of bad thoughts made me moody last night that i neglected him again.
i don't know if he'll talk to me today. 5..6..hours more of waiting..
i feel so upset about myself.