my fren is leaving today...gonna miss him so much...
Anything that makes you wanna CRY in your HEART today? Please come in & share...
#3651
Posted 16 January 2009 - 06:01 PM
my fren is leaving today...gonna miss him so much...
#3652
Posted 16 January 2009 - 06:57 PM
but today i cried because i didn't have the same science class as my two guy friends, our schedule changed
it was embarrassing but it was because i had so much fun with them
#3653
Posted 16 January 2009 - 08:47 PM
i'm angry at myself.
#3654
Posted 16 January 2009 - 09:09 PM
#3655
Posted 17 January 2009 - 08:55 PM
#3656
Posted 17 January 2009 - 11:06 PM
its so hard to be without you sometimes.
i love who im with right now. i love him so much.
i really do.
but why do i still miss you?
you've obviously moved on.
but you dont want anything to do with me.
you really dont.
but sometimes..i wish we could at least be friends now.
i want to apologize so badly to you for everything that's happened.
the burden is still after me, even after a year of our breakup...
and whenever josh asks me whats wrong, all i have to say is nothing.
i dont want to bother him about you.
youre supposed to be a thing of the past.
he's scared that if im your friend again, that im going to get back with you.
and i dont even know if that's what i want or not...
#3657
Posted 18 January 2009 - 06:58 PM
But now I always see a boy who looks exactly like him around campus.
I know they're not the same person but why is my heart drawn to him?
A feeling that should've died in my heart a long time ago is coming back.
I wish it'd just go away.
#3658
Posted 18 January 2009 - 08:06 PM
- he's away for the next 5weeks... and i miss him sooo much...
- a friend has been told she'll never be able to have kids... i feel her sadness, and pain,
i wish i could make it all better for her..
- i simply miss him...
#3659
Posted 18 January 2009 - 08:11 PM
'cause i could fall asleep in those eyes, like a waterbed
do i seem familiar? i've crossed you in the hallways a thousand times
no more comouflage, i wanna be exposed & not be afraid to fall ..
#3660
Posted 18 January 2009 - 08:14 PM
With an attempt at an optimistic thought, I keep thinking that someday I will learn to completely move on, but that someday for me right now seems too far away to reach...
#3662
Posted 18 January 2009 - 08:25 PM
You don't tell me things anymore, and I don't feel as close to you.
Is our promise going to last?
#3663
Posted 20 January 2009 - 12:54 PM
don't even know my bday although i told him ._.
aish....stupid!
#3665
Posted 20 January 2009 - 02:01 PM
#3666
Posted 20 January 2009 - 02:25 PM
it's been almost two weeks since he passed away ...
it hurts so much.
why didn't i visit him more often, when i had the chance?
why was i so stupid?
#3668
Posted 20 January 2009 - 02:55 PM
Cus i dont want other people to go to me and start saying "omg, are you okay" or "why are you crying"
I cry in my heart and keep all the sad feelings inside
#3669
Posted 20 January 2009 - 04:56 PM
it has been 2.5 months now.. and I still miss her.. and so many other people do too..
It just hurts me to see all those people missing her..and still have to move on.
life is just so unfair. I want her back >.<
just sucks..
#3670
Posted 20 January 2009 - 06:26 PM
i am attracted to a friend of mine but he is liking another girl
college is so stressing and i feel so empty
i wanna cry my heart out...



























