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i buried the poor baby today...and i feel so guilty about not being able to treat it better somehow when it was in my stomach. It must have been horrible for it...I hope that God makes space in heaven for him...I hope that the baby forgives me someday for the way it must have been treated...Rest in peace...

[SYNsaish]

I miss him so much, but I don't know what to do or say. He's with someone else, and he was never mine. There's nothing I can do. I don't want to get over him. I want him with me...

[xbbychi]

first day of a new semester..
all of my teachers are so miserable..
i feel so dumb when i can't answer anything.

i miss having my former bf hold me in his arms, he was the only one back then that would hug me when i'm down..such an empty feeling now. i need a hug T_T;;

[khmer_chick2010]

he likes her
i said that i'd leave him for her to date, but it hurts me a little more than i expected it too.
flirting time is over.

[hiswendy]

I really don't want to do my French homework.

[bebeSO-viet]

B, I didn't want it to be this way. I don't know what else to do. I kept thinking and thinking and I just blurted it out. I'm sorry if you're hurting. I just can't choose you or him. It's not a decision that I can make.

M, I'm sorry for causing this trouble. I don't want you to feel this way. It's just been so hard. It's nearly been 3 years and for once we're closer than ever without any obstacles. I don't want to lose this. It's too hard everytime and I'm tired of the same thing happening over again. I hope that this won't change anything between us. I didn't give up so that our friendship could end.

[ilovefoodx333]

One of my best friends just had her heart broken, I want to kill the guy that broke her heart. Although sheis starting to heal up, everytime she says them in the hallway, her wound opens up again. I really wish I can do something to help...but...I can't...I'm not allowed to...I wish she would let me do something. On the other hand...even if she did let me do something...I wouldn't know what to do...where to start...when to end...I'm useless

[superhero ♥]

i totally hurt the person i cared most about.
i let the little things get in the way of/influence my decision.
but whats done is done, and theres nothing i can do about it.
although ideally i'd want to be in his arms right now, its totally not the right move.
guess now i'll just never know if it would've work out or not.

really, the saddest thing ever is to be in a relationship and giving all youve got until a person decides to stop trying . i loathe myself now D:

[vee.pee]

I'm growing old. I have to prepare for VCE this year T______T"

[chinobingo]

I gave her everything. I loved her with all my heart. She was and still is everything to me.

I tried to move on but I couldn't. Every night I would sit and think. I would cry my heart out.

Now shes with somebody else and they are really happy together.

I promised to always be there for her because of her heart condition and her health.
Thats why I cant remove her from my life.

I dont want her to be a shadow of my memories. I don't want to lose her.

Its too hard to be friends when we aren't together anymore.

I dont know what to say or do anymore.

[jew-lee]

I learned something from my friend
that the word trust is important
if there is no trust in a person then its really over
right now i dont know how i feel anymore
i feel like im sinking slowly and he feels terrible
i cant make myself feel better
i act strong be happy
but im not really happy
i feel so empty

he doesnt even understand

lifes like that theres a limit of holding on

Theres times when two worlds can not come together

[tipnesaur]

I did it because I wanted a new beginning for us.
I wanted us to happen.
"One way or the other" I agree, and I chose one way.
Apparently you don't feel the same way I do.
I don't blame you, I had my chance.

[mikuyamaguchi]

Siiigh. My x-bf broke up with me the day before my b-day. I was happy when we broke up. Couple days later I fell back into depression mode. This is the 4 day, since we haven't talked to each other. :\ I'm losing it so much right now. T_T I miss talking to him. I miss everything about him. I want him back.

[WildSevenGirl]

The guy I like now has a girlfriend.
When I found out, I didn't flip out.
I didn't cry.
I just felt numb.

I was alright with it.
And at the same time, I wanted the two of them to break up immediately.

I still loved him a lot.
And at the same time, I felt like I was beginning to hate him.

It hurts a lot.
And at the same time, it doesn't hurt at all.

My mind is going to explode.

[boba_tea]

i've became a laughing stock in my class D:<

[P a p e r_C l i p]

He...loves her?

..feels like all that was just lies then.

[HELLOtuna]

so im a girl from hawaii, and i guess you can say i love someone.
im bisexual, and im mostly into guys but there's this one girl who i love. she's tomboy-ish and almost innocent. we broke up recently and i hate the fact that she already found someone, it hasnt been 2 weeks and she found someone. and to top it off, she says she still loves me, she still has feelings for me etc. all that good stuff. and almost every night i cry because it hurts. its a long distance relationship though, so i sort of understand that the distance took a toll on us, but what happened in the 10 months we've been together, i thought that we could actually make it. but i was wrong. like every couple, we've had our share of hardships: the problem with boys('cos i used to be a big flirt), the guy i used to like before her, school, no phone for 2 months, disconnection of phone, when she broke up with me a week before thanksgiving(which i thought was because of this other girl here in hawaii), and now the final breakup. seems like God doesnt want us to be together. but even after all that she still claims she loves me and has feelings. she even proposed to me, we talked about a family etc. she's not even my best friend anymore(we used to be best friends before going out) and it sucks. so i feel as if i dont have a best friend. i dont know if i should let her go 'cos its like she's leading me on, giving me false hope that we can get back togther. and im so stupid for letting her control my life even if we're not together. i still love her, i really do. but idk if she really does love me. she wants me to wait sometimes, but i cant wait forever. the pain is just too much and i really desperate to numb the pain.
pathetic right?

[JunMiYoung]

he left my class for another one . -sigh-
only class with him too >__<

... not only that,
he ended up in her class .
great .
just terrific ...

[superhero ♥]

for being a horrible horrible person.

theres nothing i do best other than hurting people i care about most D:

[michikosashimi]

i hurt him alot.
now he's gone to somewhere else.
i miss him so much.
i wish he came back so we can start all over.
i realized i cant live a day without him.