[nitestar]

i fell like crying but i don't want to cry. i miss my bf so much... i love him but sometime i fell like there is no love all at. like what we have not is love but just 2 person liking each other so much. i miss him. i don't know what i'm talking about anymore.

[Kayuu]

I feel very bad for ignoring him even though I don't want to.
When I see him, I suddenly go to my "ignore" mode.
sorry.

[hammy_chan]

knowing that it was all a sham.

[babiloveyoo]

I feel very bad for ignoring him even though I don't want to.
When I see him, I suddenly go to my "ignore" mode.
sorry.

I can relate to this.. :/

[.ChocoCat.]

broke up few days after our 6 months

[my.name.is.nine]

i feel betrayed and used.

[saranghae_miyavi]

family drama it hurts more than any other

[ingenuelle]

As much as she tries to deny it, she's still in love with him... and after all this time, despite my best efforts to deny it, I still love him too.

She was his perfect girl. He would've been the best boyfriend ever. Why'd she have to break his heart? And why did I have to standby and watch history repeat itself all over again.

[nayatrei]

he didn't look at me today.

[CorruptedSilence__nomore]

I'm tired of this family drama. Geez my sister is dumb.

[babi3xazian]

yea today): and yesterday and day before yesterday pretty much this whole week): and to top it off, its our one year anniversary in 5 days.
i dont know hes being such an ass): hes like a type of guy who gets depressed really fast and when he is he does things that hurt me so much.
im at the point in loving him so much that a simple thing he does hurts so much):
i dont think ive ever cried this much before

[joannieos]

Yes, many things. First of all boyfriend issue. then mum and family *sigh. I've never cried so much in my life.

[*heartforme]

Him never around me anymore at recess and lunch.
It's like he just disappeared among the crowd
and I can never seem to find him no matter how many times I turn my head around looking.
It hurts so much because I'm so used to turning my head to the side and see him there.
He doesn't know that I'm trying to spend as much time as I can with him before the year ends
and he leaves school forever. He doesn't know it at all.
He doesn't know that I'm trying to make memories. That his time left are precious to me.
And this makes me want to cry tears of blood in my heart . .
I like him that much to want to cry like that.

[cHoCoLo]

He wants to have a break to let me spend more time with my friends and to meet new people. I spend enough time with my friends already and I don't need to meet new people. We're meant to be just friends at the moment which means that valentines day plans are out the window.

My grandma is sick in hospital.

[rainie*]

I like him, and he just got himself a new girlfriend, & I knew that was coming ... but he doesn't know that I like him =/ & I should have confessed to him on friday ... >>

[lovenotee]

i was talkin to him on a friend's phone because my phones taken awway..
he's been stressin alot lately, and he's mosdef not the type to let it show. he rarely complains or whines about the obstacles and difficulties of life
but todaayy.. his moms been havin alot of financial issues and i was just trying to comfort him, asking what can i do to help, tell him it's not his fault because he really think it is. it's a long story.
it really depresses me seeing him like this.. since he's not like this at all. and when he it, it's really really bad.

at the end of the talk i was like "babe it's gonna be fine. feel better.. "
then he goes .. "thanks baby, im alright. just.. so much mini cooper. but i got you baby so its gonna be alright."



:'( <3333333

[**rainbow**]

He's in my other class~~Ive had a crush on him for months now~~still there;s noo progress cuz he has a gf and he loves her very much T_T T_T

[joongielove]

I'm really worried about you.

I broke it off with you, but that doesn't deny that we had a year and a half of memories of being each other's, and a year of memories of being friends before that. People who meant so much to one another suddenly become...strangers.

I don't like seeing you depressed. You said you hit rock bottom. There's no way to go except up. You can do it, I know you can. Even the darkest night turns into day eventually. I want to believe you're going to be okay, but somehow..this time, I'm scared you won't be okay.

[jenniferkang]

im lonely
i try trusting people... and all they do is backstab.. and talk mini cooper aboutother people and yeah..
my sister is a pain and shes like.. a GORILLA! scary
and my life sucks..
i wish i had my own room so i can cry my butt off but since i share rooms.. i have no privacy...

[B0B0*]

He's not going to come and visit this weekend.
I miss him so much and there's something wrong, but he won't tell me. It's something I've done and said.
No words seem to make him feel better anymore. I don't ever want to loose him... ever.

Make-up does wonders, doesn't it? It's another form of a facade, only it's physical and not emotionally.
Talking to you on the phone, I told myself not to cry. Why? Because I can't mess up my make-up and let myself break down.
I cannot let it out so suddenly. People suffer more than me. Selfish and stupid and stubborn, I know. But I cannot mess up my make-up, my smile.

Friends? All they do is scream and laugh loudly. They say they want to change and study more, but when I tell them to, they just brush it off.
Why bother when you know you're not going to change at all? Why bother even trying at life then?
What is the point of being concerned when you don't even see your friend's tears? What is the point when a smile is so false-proof a friend can't even see those tears?
Friends. Love. Hope. Believe.
I just want to go home...