Anything that makes you wanna CRY in your HEART today? Please come in & share...
#4002
Posted 03 March 2009 - 10:46 PM
why can't i get over it
i hate wallowing around in this pit, yet i can't find a way to pull myself out of it

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#4005
Posted 04 March 2009 - 07:36 AM
Everything is so difficult now.
I guess my plans are really going down the drain after all.
This sucks. I actually thought everything was going to turn out well this time.
#4006
Posted 04 March 2009 - 09:07 AM
He fell in the darkest of shadows
Screaming helped not, for he was already caught
Hitting water, he knew it not shallow
It pulls and consumes, but still yet he fought
Crushing and dark, the pressure pulls him down
He closes his eyes and thinks of her face
The time they spent walking around the town
No all he remembers is her embrace
The black of the depths soon took him away
Suddenly a hand plunges through water
He forgot the shine of the sun that day
But the hand was warmer and much hotter
Beautiful this girl, and sweet was her breath
Beautiful was her eyes, and her name Death
Its about a guy who takes drugs to commit suicide, but then after he takes the drugs his body fights it. He suffers alot, thinking about the girl who left him. The only thing kind to him is the beautiful girl named Death.
Feel free to take this sonnet if you like it. The writter is THE HApTiK
#4007
Posted 04 March 2009 - 08:18 PM
do you treat everyone like this? once youre bored of that person, you just throw them away like theyre nothing after you found someone better.
it seems like..everyone i thought were the closest to me turned behind my back and are hurting me the most in the end.
i know you guys are hiding a lot of secrets from me..i know you talk about me behind your back.
i can tell you are being fake, trying to act nice around me...i can see the truth you know, im not stupid.
i didnt want to tell you guys because i wanted you to be happy, i wanted us to continue being friends, but you just left me there and ran away with them.
i dont mean anything to do anymore..you found better friends...i was the one that introduced you to her...now shes taken your side.
i just want to belong, but i have no one to express this to..because you all left me, all i can do is let this out on a forum, hoping maybe you will read it.
#4010
Posted 05 March 2009 - 02:24 AM
naa seriously.
~sigh~
#4011
Posted 05 March 2009 - 02:31 AM
there is no cure... i know that just as well as everybody else.
#4012
Posted 05 March 2009 - 07:39 AM
Sometimes i just want you out of my life so it wouldn't be so messed up, but what can i do?
You've entered and messed everything up and left now.
Things are all screwed up.. school.. relationship with friends.. parents.. and now you.
I had enough of all these.
#4013
Posted 07 March 2009 - 01:24 PM
Kiko's dead.
I grew up to him.
Omfg.
Rest in peace, <33
Thank you for gracing us with your beautiful existence.
We love you & we'll miss you. You'll live forever, love!
TT.UWE.GG.ALAYMG My first published book: "Opening the Lampshade"
My personal blog for stories of him, me, and his UC.
#4014
Posted 07 March 2009 - 04:19 PM
2. He did a dare where he took off his shirt for all the ladies...I dont feel special anymore.
3. because of how dumb hes been lately Im losing all respect for him and his words are starting to mean nothing to me. he just seems like a talker, Ive made so much sacrifices to be in this relationship and he doesnt seem to show any appreciation.
#4015
Posted 07 March 2009 - 05:50 PM
one day, he could be smiling and talking to me cheerfully, the next he could be ignoring me or giving me that stupid stoned face at everything i say.
hes so unpredictable. i dont even know why i like him so much.
#4017
Posted 07 March 2009 - 10:16 PM
#4018
Posted 07 March 2009 - 10:19 PM
I thought i finally i had someone who understood me.. someone i could trust with my life
but he didn't get why i was pissed today... why i was upset.. why i felt sad
and it made me sad
cause i felt like i was alone in this world again
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"Love is like handing someone a gun,
having them point it at your heart, and trusting them to never pull the trigger" - Michael Gardner
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#4019
Posted 07 March 2009 - 11:06 PM
#4020
Posted 07 March 2009 - 11:24 PM
growing up so fast -
and now that im old enough i have to make the choice between staying with childhood-lifelong friends and him or my family, who i love but is willing to let me go cos again. im old enough. but 5year old matt looks for me when im not home, itd be hard to leave.

























