Anything that makes you wanna CRY in your HEART today? Please come in & share...
#4251
Posted 06 April 2009 - 09:54 AM
#4252
Posted 06 April 2009 - 11:43 AM
yeah i'm over the crying thing, i don't want people's sympathy and it just shows my weakness. Guys aren't worth the tears.
#4253
Posted 06 April 2009 - 12:31 PM
I have had this crush on this guy for 2.5 months (not that long but i haven't had a crush on anyone since gr6
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.
#4255
Posted 06 April 2009 - 05:15 PM
#4256
Posted 06 April 2009 - 07:11 PM
You usually come back at 6, it's now 8.
What is taking so long? T__T
I'm scared, please come back soon.
This is driving me nuts!
#4257
Posted 06 April 2009 - 07:43 PM
but i know that i can't ever be with him again...
fackk.
wish i could have a time machine or erase all my memories...
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i don't know how i keep living
its hard
what's wrong?
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#4258
Posted 06 April 2009 - 08:00 PM
only god knows how hard i'm trying to fix all of this!
feeling like i'm putting the most effort into fixing this, and no one else really cares much. fml.
trying to fix my old friendships, trying to keep the ones i still got,
while i'm praying to GOD to help me get over this FOOL.
the happiness no longer outweighs the sadness, and yet i fall all over myself whenever he smiles at me.
i still want to be friends tho =(
but i know myself, and i know, that if i want to get over him and stay friends, i gotta like someone new.
BUT WHO?!
i wish summer would hurry up, wash away all this drama.
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#4259
Posted 06 April 2009 - 08:22 PM
i hate him, i hate how i didnt do my homework so i could see him..
#4261
Posted 07 April 2009 - 12:15 AM
i follow the rules i do wat my parents desire but i never get what i want, i want to be ***** but i don't have the potential why is life like this..
its just soo unfair
some people are born smart and some people like me have to work hard and go to tutor and still don't get the marks desired..
its just soo fustrating that its soo unfair
#4262
Posted 07 April 2009 - 11:51 AM
i thought i got over him . but i know deep down i haven't ...
$@#%@ it's been 3 years .
i dreamt that he &i were finally having a decent conversation ..
but that was only a dream .
why did he have to show up again :[
#4263
Posted 07 April 2009 - 06:20 PM
i'm scared that because of that, and how much i piss him off.
he won't want me anymore .. *shrugs*
stupid i know.
#4264
Posted 07 April 2009 - 06:23 PM
#4265
Posted 07 April 2009 - 06:32 PM
#4266
Posted 07 April 2009 - 07:58 PM
#4267
Posted 08 April 2009 - 05:47 AM
#4268
Posted 08 April 2009 - 06:36 AM
He's really hard to read. One second I feel like he actually wants me to talk to him, and the other I just feel like I'm bothering him.
Don't know what to do to make it different, don't know if I can.
And it's hard to let him go. I don't think I will be able to do so.
but the thing that makes me want to cry most
even his flaws are attractive to me. I'm afraid I will never find someone that I like as much again..
#4270
Posted 08 April 2009 - 10:14 AM
i wish we could be like before, but we're only hiding our problems and running away from them.
whenever your with me, you get bored and start sleeping. i thought i was exciting to you.
now i'm having ideas that we're only in this relationship because of appearance.
maybe you were right honey, maybe we're not made for eachother.
everybody wants me to break up with you. i don't deserve any of this.
but i don't want to make you sad yet i don't want to lose myself.
in the future i know i'm going to keep having these kinds of relationships..
ones that tear me apart when i know i'm suppose to pretend like everything is alright.
no.. it doesn't work like that. i don't know what to do ..
























