[tissuejam]

i like him so much.. but he likes someone else..
and.. these past few days i've never cried so much..
everytime i think about the time we were together it hurts so much....
it hurts damnit

[cicisaurr___]

found out he has done something really horrible in the past.

[bebeSO-viet]

I can't believe you went and pulled that.
I've truly lost all respect for you.
And it's obviously you had none for me in the first place.
We could've been so happy together.
This time around I wasn't even upset.
I didn't know the feelings were just bottled up.
You just caused for them to be let out.
Did the time we spend mean absolutely nothing to you?
It must've because you just left.
Even when you weren't what I wanted.



I still want you.

[jew-lee]

Im scared im going to fail and not graduate

[naito]

When everybody makes me feel unwanted.

[Malice X Innocence]

my future is diminished..... so is my life :/

[screamxlove]

My dad wrote a note in his phone that my sister and I found.
It made us both cry, and just thinking about it right now makes me want to cry so hard.
The tears sting.

[CHOMP!]

i already had a pinkberry fest with a couple friends earlier but i still need to pinkberry some more because it pisses me the john tesh off. i can't believe he john teshing lied to me about that stupid ho. i even asked you as i looked you in the eye while we were cuddling, yet you still lied. just because that pinkberry told you to do something means you're gonna go and do it? wtf. so if that fat pinkberry tells you to john tesh her you're gonna do it to? "ohh.. well she told me to.. i didn't do it" WTF. are you like 3 years old? you can't john teshing think for yourself? wtf. i don't care if you guys are just friends. john tesh i know i'm a million times better than that rainbow will ever be but you know i don't like that rainbow wtf. and it doesn't john teshing matter if it was hella long ago. point is, you lied and you didn't even tell me. then it pisses me off even more that you try and play it down like it wasn't a big deal. what if i did the same thing? oh my god, you would have john teshing blown up. but just because it's you, it's not a damn big deal. and how the john tesh are you gonna go and lie when you make it such a big deal when i tell the littlest lie? hypocrite much? john tesh john tesh john tesh you. don't try and down play that mini cooper down. and how can you even have the nerve to get mad at me when i'm confronting you? isn't this your fault?! how can you yell at me and tell me you're sick of my mini cooper?! after we hung up i cried so john teshing much. i can't believe you. fjadklfjdlajgkljadslfjiefoadjdasjfdkljfljljzzzzzz. i have never been so mad and hurt in my life. and it's pathetic how i can't talk to you about it when you're the source of the problem since you're just gonna get mad. i'm just going to drop it for now. hopefully i will be sort of over it soon. i love you so much and it hurts so badly.
hm, realized this was more of a rant. oops.

[1TYMRMYVZT]

I make myself want to cry in my heart.
I feel like such a bad worthless person.

[lovemelody.]

what the hell kinda guy would say that to a girl?? :<

[system_chaos]

I don't want to lose you but I can't bring myself to commit because I just don't think it's the right choice. I've never been this confused in my life. I don't like being selfish, but you make me selfish and not want to let you go. I don't even know if I'm in love with you or not. :<

[xstrawberry_bearx]

When he called me, I thought my whole world stopped.
I never know how much I missed his voice. He called to see if I was eating properly;
Getting enough sleep, passing my classes-- why is he still worrying about me so much...?

[ruthie08]

i was browsing my friendster..seeing my friends, schoolmates and other people enjoying their vacation...going somewhere, having fun!
enjoying each other's company. hanging out with good old friends. i wonder when will it happen to me??? it's sad and frustrating...
im jealous...thinking, i wish i could do it too. im earning more money than a regular person but why cant i do the same thing as them...
im stuck with work and home. my bestfriend is been sick lately and soon she's gonna have her baby...her priorities will be different now.
i got no one to hang out with. i miss my friends back in college. i feel so alone now. i cant stop crying. i wish i could be happy as those people
in the pics. its lonely here. its really depressing....

[kRaZiExLaDiE]

i hate fighting w/ you..
i know you don`t like it when i act really distant towards you.. but sometimes i can`t help it..
somehow.. your ex always pops in my mind & it bugs the crap out of me.
it makes me NOT want to be w/ you anymore ..
i know you absolutely don`t like her anymore & you don`t talk to her & w/e ...
but it still bugs the crap out of me.

i`m sorry i don`t trust you enough.. i just don`t want to get hurt

[01nc7]

even when im around people i really like, even when i'm happy...sth gets in the way and makes me WEIRD. im scared people get the wrong impression...i just want those people to know how happy i am when im with them...im sorry...i dont know how to fix it! aaagh i just want people to understand my feelings :\


i feel so screwed up sometimes...

[sixth.]

i can't believe i made my mum so disappointed in me
all the trust is gone... i dont know how to build it all back up again

[ichigobunnie]

im hating how reputation is like glass. once it's shattered, no matter how hard you try to put it back together, it just isn't quite the same.

sorry im so negative and down. my life is really bad right now and it sucks that you gave up on me just because of two incidents. haven't you heard of someone just having a bad day? why did those two incidents have to make you think thats all there is to me? Why do you let those two situations dictate an ultimatum of how you think of me? People are capable of change. I actually fulfilled what you wanted, and yet you are still disatisfied. Obviously Im not the person who you thought I was, but you got a bad impression just because i was upset two times. You really just don't know how to give people chances do you? I don't know why i care so much--it sucks. I guess i'll just be your "toilet" as u jokingly have said once upon a time. sadly i guess its true. im nothing more than that. im not asking for a relationship. i don't want one. i just want to be normal friends and for some odd reason you think i want to date you? no! i just wanted us to talk fun and casually like we used to. why did it have to change? I guess how you view me is how i am disreputable. All i did was tell you what you were doing was hurting me and i even apologized, and yet you took it the wrong way and took action to stop talking to me even though i fixed the problem. Why do you have to be this way? I care about you more than you'll ever know and I am hurting more than you'll ever know. and what hurts me so bad is that you don't give a care...never will. im just nothing to you.

sorry for the long rant..i kno its longer than others' posts but i had to get it out.

[chrisng]

I hate how my mom cant trust me anymore .

I hate how im slowly drifting away from some of my friends .

I hate how i'm torn between two OPPOSITE groups of people, I hate how I cant decide ..

I hate how I have nobody to call my own.. nobody to hold in my arms..

I hate how I cant even tell if I'm in love anymore, I hate how I just throw myself away, thinking that I "love" them
when I dont even know what the hell I'm doing .

I wish that I was never in so many relationships.. that my heart wouldn't have shattered, and broken again before I could fix it..

I really wish that my heart can heal from all of the damage that its taken, I hope that one day.. it can beat again .

[.:daRkwinGs:.]

8page paper due this thursday and the professor just assign today.
im not gonna cry though...cause it's been ages..i havent cry..

[JeSuisMoi]

It kills me to think that I'm not enough for him. It hurts me to know that I can't compare to those other girls. It baffles me that he can't see that I could be the right girl for him. IHU for making me feel like this.