[mayoh]

the person i like is going to prom with someone else and he doesnt even go to my school )<
while i on the other hand, is still looking for a date.
and i cant do anything about it because i'm ",,such a nice girl" bleh bleh bleh
*sigh*

[usan]

listening to 張惠妹 - 改變(Live)
;;

[screamxlove]

The way my parents treat me, like I'm five years old when I'm almost 21.
The way my parents can't trust me, when I've done nothing untrustworthy since I was born.
I'm a good person, and they've raised me to be a good daughter - why can't they see that I'm old enough to think for myself, that I can make my own decisions, that I need a LIFE away from their constant watch. Why do they keep thinking I'm going to end up like my cousins? Can't they see that we were raised differently? They were raised by different people - I was raised by MY parents. My mom. My dad. No one else. I'm responsible. I'm mature. I'm determined to stay in school and I'm determined to FINISH it. I don't care how long it will take, but I WILL finish it no matter what because I know that's what they want - but WHY can they not freaking SEE that? Stop caring what my stupid cousins will do - that's THEIR lives. NOT mine. I have my own life. I have my own mind. STOP trying to control every little thing that I do. I practically gave up so many of my hobbies just for them. I sacrifice SO much for them - and what do I get in return? Lectures about how I'll fail, how I'll screw up. And just so much more crap and I'm TIRED of it.
I'm considerate. I always have been and I've always been respectable of what they do. I'm understanding. I listen to them when they need to talk, but how they don't listen to ME when I need to talk when it deals with something that concerns how I FEEL - You can't blame me for being distant and closed off from everyone else, even towards my own family.

[dare2move]

the way how i can't get a decent job because i told the truth about only being able to work for four months. at least appreciate my honesty. GRAGH.

[1TYMRMYVZT]

mine?

its the normal, this-guy-is-so-nice-to-me-but-i-dont-know-whether-if-he-likes-me.

and it seems that he is just THAT nice to every girl
and it hurts
coz, i.like.him

T_____T

I definitely know how you feel.

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I don't know what am I going to do with my life. That makes me want to cry in my heart.

[魚燕往返]

I dreamt of my crush in highschool yesterday. The sad thing is I'm not sure whether I still have feelings for him or not, but in my dream we were together. When I woke up to find that it was all a dream I was very depressed. I'm just confused about my feelings and yet I still think of him after 5 years. =[

[~Sw33tz~]

mine?

its the normal, this-guy-is-so-nice-to-me-but-i-dont-know-whether-if-he-likes-me.

and it seems that he is just THAT nice to every girl
and it hurts
coz, i.like.him

T_____T

that
and-he-tells-you-his-ideal-girl-and-you-realise-that-you-are-nearly-the-opposite.

[bobby is hungry]

D:
I was playing dota just then and guess what? It CRASHED ON ME
damn, life is cruel. Wheres my emo corner again?

[Telmedragon]

I just wish I could forget about her. It's like a stab to the heart everytime I see/think about her, which then heals only to be stabbed again.

[vickstahs]

when he held her hand and looked at me to make sure that i am looking; when he looks at her and makes a point so that i can't avoid taking notice.

when he's so close yet unreachable.

[tubbycheeks]

just saw a photo of my ex with the girl that made us break up...im really actually crying for some reason.... because ive finally lost the battle or because i know my heart cant be mended?? I don't really know... this is the second time that its happened in my life... why was love invented? its so torturing.

[kRaZiExLaDiE]

thinking about breaking up w/ my bf...
his ex keeps on talking to him & this one point he even said "i love you too" back to her!!!
wtf is that!? he tells me that he really doesn`t and that it`s just to feed her need to control him..
STILL.. he shouldn`t say sh!t like that! who cares if she`s controlling... he shouldn`t say that to her.
and why does she need to control him?? he`s not dating her anymore!
we try to "work things out" but i feel like we`re running in circles.
she just doesn`t stop .. she knows almost every possible way to contact him (fb, text, calls, google chat etc)
she even talks to his little brother!! urgh!
i just can`t trust him anymore.. not after what he said to her.

[Melodeen]

i really hate myself now for skipping classes just because i didn't finish my essay. i'm so brain dead, nothing came out of it. i really did try to finish it but my mind was just blink.


i'm gonna miss seeing him next semester.

[ikay]

i'm scared, i'm always worried and bothered.. > <

[Purple.Orchird]

everything i love is leaving me. I can't do dance because my parents are too busy and dance is my passion!! I try doing rugby and i love the family bond in the team. everyone was soo sweet and we had to fold so we cant play the very last game that was SOO IMPORTANT! it was going to be a life time experience!!!! i started having flashbacks about the team and the good memeories we shard. when we lost a game and nicole told us to go in a circle to tell talk to eachother. everyone was proud of me for tackling even for a smal person like me. and omg during the bus ride was amazing. when p and l did drink the boot is was the most diguesting yt funniest thing ever. and when that horse smell came everyone's faces was really funny. the coach (n) was soo nice, she was really helpful , had a good perosnality and has to be the best coach i ever had. J and E were also nice.when i heard what j was talking bout me it was funny but sweet. e has such a bubbly perosnality and really sweet. i no for sure that it wasn't one person's fault that this happen. but i think ALL of us have a part to be blamed in this. I have never actually experienced such a kind, warming team before. other than my friends. judt thinking bout everything we did together has so many good memories. but if makes me really sad when we were planning all these things to do like going out to eat, having a get together. i wanted that experience. i probably wont even see my coaches again, since next year theres no rugby either. i didnt think i would cry but i really couldnt help myself after my mom started talking to me. she didnt even sound like she cared. when she asked me whats wrong i couldnt tell her or i'll start crying whcih i did. then my mom asked what do u love your team? she made it sound like it was a terrible thing. My mom and sister doesnt and will never understand how i feel bout this. the bond was really stong for me. and WHILE i was crying in the dinner room, my mom and sister just contiuned eating and TALKED like NOTHING WAS WRONG!!! i was soo pissed. i was john teshing crying and no one gave a mini cooper bout me? i was bawling my tears out. no one even looked at me. i as so insulted. i no that these two r the greatest when it comes to sypathy but they were laughing bout mini cooper and they could atleast be a little sensitive.
I just relaized how EVERYHITNG is just leaving me. i had to leave my passion for dance and i cant play rugby anymore. my friends r being strange and im trying to figure out if the guy i like, likes me! but i no he doesnt cuz no one ever lieks me. I just really want someone to count on and talk but there's no one. If i tell my friends that i cried, s wouldn;t even BE comforting me! she's in the team and she doesnt seem sound when we had to fold. S is never the type of person to REALLY be there when your in need. R is such a good freind but i dont think i want to tell her this. i dont no y its a gut feeling. K was such a good freind but i dont no whats worng with her, if shes mad at me for something i did to her. i used to talk to my sister but, she doesnt understand me and she'll contradict me LIKE SHE DOES VERY john teshING TIME! whenver i need she support she' brings me down.
I dont no what to do anymore, im tired of pretending to be happy. i want someone to talk and be there for me!

[JunMiYoung]

i honestly don't know what to do anymore .
all i hope is that everything i just heard today wasn't true .

just tell me it's all a joke ...

[meiming8]

My maths revision totally fails I got a B in one of my mock tests, when I was getting A*s before! And I have Chinese exams tomorrow and I don't know anything and I'm generally quite stressed out. REALLY stressed out actually. someone make me feel better...

[sunnyworld]

I only have two more weeks with him. :[

[swtbabiiee]

crush is graduating this year..
and I have no courage to speak to him- not even once during the 3 years of high school :'(

[hammy_chan]

losing a really good friend and doing nothing about it.