Anything that makes you wanna CRY in your HEART today? Please come in & share...
#602
Posted 26 January 2008 - 08:30 PM
it hurts ... But there can't be anything between us... He cares more bout his future and I just seem to be there to give him the support when he needs me....
I'm lonely and I wish I could talk to him wish he could give me some advice...
but he doesn't kno...and probably doesn't care....
Will u ever care bout me like u once did...

Pretty banner credits to the lovely Clemence <3 Pretty avatar credits to sweet EJ;kim <33
My shop ^^
#603
Posted 27 January 2008 - 12:03 AM
I don't know why I do.
#604
Posted 27 January 2008 - 12:14 AM
i'm looking at his things again.......i miss him
sighhh.....i wanna cry.........
#605
Posted 27 January 2008 - 03:24 AM
i don't know what to do anymore...i'm sick and tired of my life....i'm overweight so my dad thinks that
the best i can do is get a freakin black husband (not racist or anything ok...) but...this black dude i met in
summer school but i didnt like him cus he was annoying...and sorry...i only want to date asians....not racist i tell....
but anyway..he was criticizing me on how that that was the best i can do cus i'm fat and short tempered
then....since im the oldest daughter....i'll be the first to go to college...but he's pressuring me so much...i don't know what to do...most of the things i want to do are useless cus he'll have some negative input into it...i know he wants me to have a better life than now ...cus we ain't rich...but...it's just so frustrating.....
i don't know.......i just want to........go into hiding or something....and....i feel so lonely sometimes...i want someone here to be by my side and understand me when i'm going through this time....but i don't...so yeap...there's more..but i can't think of them now....so yeah....thanks for reading.....whoever...
BLOG | CYWORLD | TWITTER | YOUTUBE


Bom 2.0 - story of Park Bom's deformed clone
#606
Posted 27 January 2008 - 07:31 AM
I hate waiting. It feels like I'm only temporarily pushing the problem aside.
#607
Posted 27 January 2008 - 08:56 AM
Me too.
Seems like all the girls are sad because of their boyfriends.
A good reason for me to not get a bf, no offence girls.
#610
Posted 27 January 2008 - 02:58 PM
HE WAS MY FiRST EVERYTHiNG. LiKE TRUE FiRST EVERYTHiNG.
AND HE FORGOT ABOUT ME ALREADY. HE DOESN'T GiVE SH*T.
i MiSS HiM =T
#612
Posted 27 January 2008 - 08:02 PM
#616
Posted 29 January 2008 - 09:52 PM
It's so screwed up because I don't even know who to believe now. I believe my mom's telling me the truth, but it's HER truth. She doesn't know what's going on in my dad's head. He says he used the money on medicine, but is it true? Why did he have all this extra money? Why did he only decide to stay after my mom offered him money and not when my brother and I were crying to him to stay? What the hell? I never saw him as a sly/devious person. Is he doing all this for MONEY?
I just feel so depressed. I cried so much yesterday. I cried until my eyes were swollen and it felt like I had a cold.
My heart is HEAVY!!!! sigh. make it go away.
#617
Posted 29 January 2008 - 09:59 PM

x ` __ MiLK.PROJEKT -----------------------------------------------------------------------�`
FOUR - {o1 - ONE} | FiC ON HOLD! ><"
#618
Posted 29 January 2008 - 10:15 PM
he will never look at me like that. but as long as im next to him im satisfied.
makes me hurt really bad.
#619
Posted 29 January 2008 - 11:45 PM
well i've been replaced by someone 2 years younger than me who's always been a trouble between us. and he told me he wanted to forget me and he regrets ever meeting me and tells me i'm a stupid john teshin' pinkberry. he's blocked and possibly deleted me off msn. and yesterday he came over to throw all the things i've given him during our relationship on my doorstep saying he wants to forget everything about me.
girls who keep waiting for their calls, i just say go to sleep (: guys that don't think you're important don't know what theyve got til its gone.
-----rainie*
#620
Posted 29 January 2008 - 11:53 PM
at least, for the moment i think so. aish.
and not to mention my good friend might like me. which sucks big time.
because, I want our friendship to stay good, but I don't how to tell him I'm in love with somebody else.
T.T






























