[littleazncutie324]

+I miss him.

+I remember the first time I met her again...

+I remember how I introduced her to him.

+I remember being in the car with them on black friday...

+ I remember all the hurtful times.

+I don't know if I should talk to him again.

I need to stop remembering the past n thinking to much...

[souljunkie]

Crying constantly over a person that won't like me back.
Realizing we actually don't have anything to say to each other unless I SAY something first.
It's all a fat mess.

[.moony.]

losing someone so close in such a short time...and its cny...not even talking to him makes me cry....it hurts. i thought he would care more. i thought he wouldnt let our friendship go.
i thought i thought i thought...its all so pointless now.
i have no one to turn to.

[Antz]

his legs started hurting again while we were on the phone last night. and he was struggling to breathe, and it's always painful for me to hear anything about his health problems. T_T but all he needed was sleep to make it go away, so we got off the phone.. even though i didn't want to get off the phone because i wanted to make sure he was okay. T_T

[coreancc]

I check my e-mail nearly every hour hoping to see one from her... and this is after over THREE FREAKIN' WEEKS of NOTHING. Love has turned me into a fool. I'm smart enough to know better, but my heart won't listen...
I should accept reality and move on...
I think I'm going to go for a long walk in the cold rain now.

[Razorlight]

feeling ignored
fighting because of it

uncertainty because it's now 12am and he hasn't called to say goodnight, or try to make up.

I refuse to be the one who always apologizes. I can't always be wrong, feelings shouldn't be ignored.

[addickshun]

getting told off by my english and maths teachers for nothing!

[justxlouise]

I just blew my chance .
I'm so screwed
I don't think things would work out between him & I ):
All I want to do right now is see him and be with him
But it might be too late ..

[miss.sm:)e]

I miss my grandma ... he will never know how much i liked him and how much i still do... he will never see the way i look at him or know how much i want to talk to him.

[twinkle_star]

school is alreadybeginning to pressure me. & its only the second week.
i miss someone special.
my internet is not working so im using someone else's.
i need to study but i dont get it.
screw life

[joonieki]

It's just i thought someone had liked me..
it's really silly..and absolutely nonsense..
i feel terribly silly..looking back
and you know what the funny thing is..i realise that i kinda do like him
but despite my major disappointment,,,i guess next time i wont let my guard down as much
its not worth it...
i honestly wish i knew earlier..and maybe i would stop feeling awkward...


..i hate the realization that even though you think someone likes you..but they really don't tbh...
what can you do? =_="

i felt the same way. moved on. its good now...i think so.

i almost cried today when i was really hungry(fatigue) and no one would answer the phone to come pick me up.
Imagine me there just waiting for half and hour, all stressed out from hunger.
I felt really angry, something i didn't want to feel, but i couldn't help it i guess. it was frustration.
very childish. lets hope i won't go through that again.

[the kite]

Poverty.
That's what makes my heart cry.

[comcis]

friends...feeling of being abandoned...I don't want to do anything right now, except for surfing around the net to stop my depressin...

[addickshun]

i couldn't continue talking to him cuz' i had to go somewhere :x

[Antz]

he thought that i was ignoring him the night.. i wasn't. T___T

[larlar]

i just really miss him ><
i wish he could somehow call...... T-T

[Angelbum]

Well at work today I suddenly thought about this guy that i use to go Primary school with.

We were like best friends, definately my best male friend anyway.
He always looked out for me when i was younger.

Well anyways, we were in the 6th grade and he went for school captain.
So everyone in the year level were given a sheet of paper with the candidates to select the school captain.

So at the time i thought that if i voted for him, people will assume that i like him (which i did) (U guys know how primary/elementary school is), so i ended up voting for some other guy that I didn't even know.

In the end he got School Captain anyway.

But it just made me feel so sad that i could do that to one of my best friends who cared for me, just because i cared what other people would think of me.

And it made me feel worse thinking about it because we're both slowly drifting apart from each other.

[wasabi29]

To think, that my bestie isn't coming back anymore and she understood me the best there, I don't know how to survive at there anymore.

2008 in Miri will suck like hell.

[MNLV27]

-moving this summer and leaving my best friend behind...its not going to be the same for us...i bet we wont be able to talk as much anymore..
-im drifting away from my best friend, he has a gf and i know her and i just feel really bad when i talk to him because she must get mad at me but i dont really know for sure and so i try my best to not get close to him and dont talk to him as much anymore but that is really hard when he and i talk sooo much...
-leaving my little brats behind when i move..as much as i said i hated babysitting my nephews because they are always a handful, i know im going to miss them all sooo much..
-graduating, everyone is moving on with their life and i dont know if i will see anyone of them again...i feel left behind because i hear them getting accepted in colleges and already planning out their life as for me, im still soo clueless..i havent been accepted to a college and right now im at the point where i dont want to even think about college, maybe i should just wait till next fall to go...
-i've been feeling really depressed lately...i jsut havent been in the mood to do things and there are choices that i have to make soon which is really troublesome...
-i have to think of an answer to a boy whom confessed to me, at first i thought i liked him but once he confessed, i just feel like i dont like him anymore...well more like my feelings are on and off about him...
on top of that, i feel like i run away from people alot...i run away from problems and choices that i have to make...
-i wish my family was more like a regular happy family, but sadly everyone is distant from eachother, and being the youngest and growing up away from my older siblings, now it feels like im just a stranger to them and practically a babysitter to them which i dont even get paid to do...they take advantage of me because i stay home alot, they would just drop by and drop their kids off and leave...so i end up watching the kids...

--im cursed...everytime i make friends i end up moving...and then sometimes i lose contact with them or we just talk everyonce in a while...i feel like i shoulnt make any friends anymore because ill jsut end up moving later..this has happened to me four times now...everytime i moved it was always hard for me because i would have to make new friends and that was always hard for me because im a shy girl...

-and im getting sick...boohoo..

[the last hour.]

everything right now.