[ki M oi]

Want to tell us what the movie is? I love depressing movies...

[songielove]

It was Valentine's Day and my roommates both went on dates..
I don't have anyone to go out with!! But actually, i didn't cry to that ..
.. Last night i watched a romantic CLASSIC movie, Errant Love.
The romantic and sweet parts just made me cry..
especially the end where he returns and sings to her so she can stay
It touches me because i grew up watching that movie..*memories.

[Antz]

we were talking at dinner about his health condition. and i almost cried cuz i hate seeing him in pain. it hurts me. T_T

[cathyy_]

cos yesterday was so awesome
and you just stepped all over it today
kool-aidfacemfkerahh!!!$()!(!~~~

[xxdis0riental]

I'm living with a crude, belittling, perverted, careless and pathetic excuse for a human, and my mother. I live in the same house as him (he's my mom's boyfriend), and haven't spoken to him for the past 8 months. I haven't gone out of my room for that whole time unless if I have to go to the bathroom, or to my classes. Other than that, I've lost weight from a lot of the food I haven't been able to eat, even though my $500 child support goes to it. But because I enable myself and let my fears come to this, it's at my fault. BUT, thankfully, my mom is actually letting me go places with my friend Steve, who owns a car (and 18 sdkljsfklfjd) so I'll be able to get out of the house.

My father visited me for a week about two weeks ago, and he never comes around unless if his father is sick or guilt overwhelms him to the point where he has to visit me and my sister. No, I'm GLAD he visited, it's just that I'm a bit roused from him treating me like some coat in the closet he can take out and put away whenever he desires. No, I don't feel this way, it's just my anger on auto-pilot in control of my thoughts.

Doesn't really make me want to CRY in my HEART per s�, but it's just a bit upsetting is all. SALKASJKLSDJ

[tifachan]

I have a lover and we both know it's going to have to end some time. But I ended up liking him and he said the same too.

I don't know if he's just playing with me or something, but I always knew that I'd end up hurting myself later. :T

[Lyline]

everything was going so well last night. but stupid me, i should've never acted the way i did. now i don't know what to do. i'm so afraid of losing him and i can't help but cry. i wish he would call me right now b/c i don't have the courage to call him first. i really wish i could go back and fix it, but i guess there's nothing else i can do but wait......

nvm he texted me back. we're good now =]

[ditsy88]

he took me off his top 8 just like that. I didn't mean anything to him.

[_beBiiyOo_]

im really sad because i think i like a guy who is damn player. some of my friends told me that he only tries to be "intimate" with girls....;-(

[OrangeJennyFish]

me:are you sure?
him: i'm pretty sure
me: why?
him: because i don't like you anymore
-walks away and lets go of my hand-

that was the break up scene "a week before valentine's day, apprantly i was too Christian (asked him to go to church) check out hot celeb guys too much and he wants to focus on school work (we're in grade 10) and track season is coming up so he is working out
my feelings right now is illustrated in the song survive-gabrielle

[addickshun]

feeling bad for my auntie :x

[lovemelody.]

Didn't see him much today :\

[xxsarahhoangerz]

Being single is the worst. -__-

[stillshellie]

I actually cried though. I was really upset about something and I wanted him to pay attention to me and my problems but he was ignoring me. he chose his game over me. I was so mad. I told him I wanted him to stop and that if he didn't then I'd leave. he said he was paying attention and told me to just say whatever I had to say even though his game was still right there. I was so mad/upset/disappointed/disrespected that I just left his room without saying anything more to him.

[one_lonely_soul]

I'm hurt badly... i don't know what to do at all..
all i know is that it is the pain that is killing me from inside until it reaches it's limits towards my flesh...
i don't understand why at all...
i cry for things that does not involve any crying...
i'm always the one saying sorry all of the time although i did nothing wrong...
i always lose the one i like....
all of this does not make any sense at all...
question is, why does he hate me so much?
what did i ever do wrong to deserve his cold and dark stares that shatters my heart into pieces?
why won't lord ever be on my side and be the one to tell me that everything's going to be okay?
why can't i just get a simple sweet word from him before he left?
why can't i just stop being so stupid, waiting until the day he left and then confessing my feelings for himto myself only, and regretting every chance that i should've told him?
why can't i just have happiness for once in my life? why can't just happiness come to me in a way that won't bring any more pain or even rains to my eyes?
why can't memories from the past just disappear from my mind so that i won't have to regret any more things that will make me cry?
all i know is that, whenever i cry, i feel lost and alone, as if i was the only dead leaf in a tree, waiting to be blown away one day by so much miseries...
why can't i just control these rain coming from my eyes now? why am i even crying, when nothing here is sad?

well, the answer is, i held too much in and i suffer from it... you just have to cry and cry and cry until you feel like you have no more tears to cry but only a heart left to be sobbed.

[heejae]

i hate my friends in my university...
when am really really down.. they disappear..
they dont comfort or do anything, they just .... go poof..

like when i text them that something bad happened to me, they dont text comforting words
they just switch the topic to more lighter mood like they're late for class and etc...

i hate it when they do that...

[GOOMBA]

Me: Do you ever wish you had a prettier girlfriend?
Him: Did I ever wish I had a prettier girlfriend?
Me: Yeah.
Him: Hm, did I?
Me: Haha...
Him: Anyways...

WTF was that?

[addickshun]

my tragus piercing is infected again o__o"

[kelly]

Thinking about him TOO muah lately.

[ki M oi]

Message: "Hey plz don't call me tonight sorry ><"

My god that's painful. She did this like all the time when she was going out with him, no reason, nothing, I'm just left to assume.

I am sooo suspicious. I just want the truth.