[kingmari]

i like someone but i feel like everything is getting in the way from us being happy together..

[addickshun]

i don't feel like talking today :x

[imaviet]

because.
i just feel like crying.

[desiyy]

my dog is getting put to sleep tonight.
and. i think i've used up all the tissue in the house. ):

[LuCky_Se7eN]

i try my hardest *it doesn't work though* to not cry in front of people.
i honestly don't like people being sad or crying in front of me because
sometimes people cry to get attention and sympathy. =_____=; but that's somtimes lol ^^:

but what makes me emotionally drain is:
-Feeling that my family takes the fall for all my mistakes
-Making my parents mad and they fight with each other
-the fact that i haven't been completely honest with alot of people.
-feeling that my friends think i'm taking them for granted
-friends who lie to me
-just thinking of the loved ones i lost
-seeing my mom, hurts the most.
-not really having someone i'm so close to, to tell them what i feel or my troubles.

^^; i try not to get it to me, or be "emo" or whatever
but it's hard, you know. but i can relate to alot of the soompiers

[coreancc]

^ Please don't blame yourself for your parents' fights! It's not your fault. Seriously. Even if they are fighting about you or something you've done, it's not your fault. It is their choice to fight over whatever it is and not discuss it like civilized people. The fighting is an indication of trouble in their own relationship with each other, and has nothing to do with you, even if you are the topic of the fight. If their relationship were healthy, they would be able to discuss the exact same thing without fighting.
It does make my heart cry, though, that parents' relationships break down like this. But kids must not blame themselves for their parents problems.

[comcis]

the feeling of being abandoned keeps coming back to me even though it happened 2 weeks ago....damn, I think during those 2 weeks I cried more than I have the whole 20 years of my life...

[caramel.coffee&nuts]

I hate the feeling of being ignored by that someone. ._.

[suchu]

being far away from my family is so hard and they never call me up to see how im doing..maybe its cos i'm such a bad daughter..i've hurt them a lot before but i regret everything i did to make them feel that way.

[robotomy]

I hate that my crush does not notice me.

[chiaroscuro.]

i hate that they make it seem like i have no feelings.

[naito]

I can't even do anything anymore.


and I wanted to watch the eclipse tonight, but I have to work.

minus day

[.moony.]

sad that the guys who seem so perfect for me are always either too young or too old...right now i like someone but hes way older than me and he prob has no interest in me...and theres no way of gettin to know him more either. its been years since i've felt so strong bout someone...
and then other things make me want to cry too....i dont know when my life will pick up n become better...cuz right now im just so sick of everythin around me...

[xyoungwoongx]

my bf and i fought last night.
i crushed his pride many times.
yesterday was the last straw.
he wanted to break up with me... but i cried and cried and said i didn't want to break up..
he said this was the last chance...
he also said I don't like you as much as i liked you in the beginning of our relationship... do you still want to be with me?
i couldn't answer him right away.. I already felt it... but it hurt when he actually said it...
but i still hung on to him;; not wanting to let him go.
he said this was the last chance and it would take him a few days to "breath" and he will call me back, when he's ready to act as if nothing happened...i should be happy we didnt break up.. but i also feel like...
im being greedy and holding on to him when he doesnt want to stay with me...
but then at the same time i think he only did that yesterday night to scare me so i wouldnt do any of those things again..
idonno...sigh.. it hurts.. cause i just like him so much... i never loved someone this much,...
one sided love for a year and a half and i finally got my chance with him... i keep screwing up.........

and today is our 100th day...

i also feel sad cause...
he just doesnt treat me that well sometimes... why can't i get over him... and move on...
valentines day.. didnt even bother to come see me;; call me;; text me or anything because we fought the day before...
even though i still gave him presents and texts and calls...
100th day;;; we decided to celebrate it on monday cause we couldnt meet today.. but he blew me off ...
If i get mad he never tries to apologize or anything because "hes always right"
Now a days i always have to drive to his house to go see him.. he never comes to me anymore..
If i do something a LITTLE bit wrong.. not even the biggest deal.. he blows up.. not talking for at least three days =_=;;

아이고; 저 힘들어 죽겠습니다.

[1S0ULL]

Can't really stop thinking about him.
It's killing me X_x"

Haven't felt this way in a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time.

[eastsea_sarang]

i just feel so lonely today...
lies, lies, and more lies.

where are you when i need you the most

[Echoe]

It's so hard when the girl you don't get along with is good friends with your boyfriend.

[homicidal glare]

because .... to most people, I'm just ______________ 's sister.
I feel incompetent. etc

boo self esteem issues.

[jjocelynnnn]

For me it's like... I broke up with my boyfriend today. It was awful but it was the right thing to do... :`(

[cathyy_]

gah i really hate people who lie
like seriously.