For some reason she thinks I'm just as smart as them (she doesn't know my grades, I always hide or throw away the report card) and when I asked her "What college would you like me to go to she said: "Princeton, Yale..." and basically the places where only geniuses go.
I know that my SAT score will suck because my PSAT score was terrible and it's basically the same test just longer and one has an essay. I really hate my school and I have very few interests so therefore I can't stand the extracirricular activites and always leave after a few meetings because I'm bored or don't like the people. There is nothing I can really do to improve my chances of going anywhere else and I don't believe in wasting my time applying to places I can't go to so I think CC is the best choice.
Also, I'm not lazy if that's what people are thinking. I don't go to parties or talk to people after school, I do all my homework and study. It's just that this stuff doesn't come easy to me.
P.S. Does anybody know an inexpensive, decent place in Queens or Nassau county area that I can live in while going to college? The CC I like doesn't have dorms and I don't want to hear my mom giving me guilt trips about how "dissapointed" she is or complain about it to me all the time. I don't have to hear that if I don't want to. I have a job that pays really good $$$ so I think I could afford something decent if I saved enough money.
Thanks in advance for your help!
