[JTH]

im just... not feeling it

i should be taking this year seriously because its the year the really counts for me to goto university..

but im in canada so the marking is different..

in the USA, you rely on your SAT scores and your GPA? something like that.. so you could have an average GPA score but really good SAT score and still get into a good university?

in canada, its just the year and an exam... which sucks cuz if i fail that i have to find another way to make up for it unlike the states where you can retry for the sats again simply right?

geezz.. i dont know why im not taking my last year seriously...
i've actually missed 2 days of school so far because i've been "sick", i actually am but nothing so bad that i had to stay home..

i feel so.... i dont know.. ==
to be honest i have no intention of attending university to have a "real" job but i know i should have that planned just in case my real dream job dosent take place..

what im trying to say is.. i dont wanna be stressed out because of school..
you know, when i work 4 hours a day, 3 days a week as a busboy, i find that fulfilling sometimes

i still want to do good in school, but just because i miss one or two big assignments, i dont want that to stress me out because i know that happens to alot of people

but since im near the end of my first report, am i doing enough? too little? i dont know... i dont care but at the same time i really care... geez

you know, lol i already started thinking about next summer but then i thought.. what happens when the summer is over... i dont come back here... i gotta move on...

[aF 1]

this belongs in pre-college u cak

[dazedandablaze]

[JTH]

oops ^^

if i could move it, i would but i dunno how to so all i can say is sorry~


sorry

[Eddie]

It's okay.

SENIOR YEAR SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSS LIKE A KANGAROOOOOOO